this is just something from the heart

Her I am sitting in CC's coffee shop enjoying free enternet and enjoying my mocha, while listening to the sound track to dead man walking and millions of kids are starving :(.I know the 3o hour famine was nt a guilt trip ,but I feel guilt and yet I don't feel guilty about the words that exit my mouth or what my eyes see . My heart still feels grungy , I still have sin in my life, so here I am the words that spew out are over flow of the heart, I feel like that guy that commetted those horrible murders .the words that come out can either destroy or bring a person up, I say what would Jesus do and yet I am the worst example ,its not just sin of words but its sins of lust the bible says if you look at a woman in a sexaul way you have committed adultry in ur heart ,I need to think would I want someone looking at me in that manner or Anna in tat manner,no I wouldn't .