in the mist of my frustration

I got a little frustrated in my,I was thinking to my self Tuesday night I
dislike BCM night , but yet working out there is the same as like helping Lamadrid,or
The Ring,or Parkview,the BCM yet its not a church on its own its made up people from different churches its still one of the brides of Christ.I have just gotten real
frustrated about stupid silly little things ,so in the mist of my frustration
I am sorry, and think just because of my stupid silly frustration doesn't give me the right to neglect the bride of Christ or when I feel i need more help doing a
task and feel that if I do get what I want I just stop,which that is totally not me
i have let everything knot up,ball up, or just explode inside.