takeing time to update

I am happy yet kinda bumded , the reason i am happy well i got to hang out with people i am good friend with ,earlier today i got to eat lunch with my good friend MR joe from computer school, that was a nice hang out lunch. Tonight i got to see so friend that i have not seen in a couple of years ,i went and ate dinner with them at On The Boarder over by barns &noble .But, here is whats going on to get me kinda in a funk ,is Anna my ex Girl friend which kinda had a bit of issues with a Longdistance relationship,and here is why this making me laugh under neither ,she has issues with longdistance relationships ok then she turns around talking to someone that is 5 or 6 hours away,when i am 8 hours away and now she is engaged,so she asked me the other day did I want her to send a wedding invatation to me I said ok send one, but here is where it bumms me out is ,i cared for Anna and she did the same exact thing Marrie kemp that i dated for 5 years lived two doors down from, and when I moved to baker,she is like i have a problem with a long sistance relationship then she ends up dating a guy that live in my same neighbor hood in baker which was a total looser he got suspended for fight at school ,he beat a kid at school for no reason ,so ok why is this bothering me now it just that wedding invite to me its like a little slap in the face to me.have no fear johny.B is not beat down and sad , i am just kind a little hurt , have no fear this old dog has been throught a million times worse and i'm still standing I just wanted to get this off my chest and let everyone else know,so to my friends @ church I'm ok i no sad depressed,i have just had my heart just spit on by a lot of different people in my life and i get my hear spit on some more in my life time,this just makes me stronger.