its been an awesome week

well this week I have stayed with the Awesome Josh Causey ,because my mom had to
fly to Arkansas because her mom is dying and was not expected
to make it, so I called my friend and Pastor Josh Causey and told him the
situation so he was like yah you can come stay with me.Josh and I have planted
grass in his dead spots in he yard,we have changed the
oil in his truck,planted a bucket garden,and hung out with some friends
and we got to take some kids from the the Ring to this wonderful event at
down by the River Center!!!

I canceled my yahoo account

ok I canceled my yahoo account my flickr account was all merged into one

so I am gonna be us picasa now google's photo blog blog thing it a little better I
think I will post a link later on

going to ur brother to make things right

The sixth commandment.

The Jewish teachers had taught, that nothing except actual murder was forbidden by the sixth commandment. Thus they explained away its spiritual meaning. Christ showed the full meaning of this commandment; according to which we must be judged hereafter, and therefore ought to be ruled now. All rash anger is heart murder. By our brother, here, we are to understand any person, though ever so much below us, for we are all made of one blood. to �Raca, to � is a scornful word, and comes from

pride: to �Thou fool, to � is a spiteful word, and comes from hatred. Malicious slanders and censures are poison that kills secretly and slowly. Christ told them that how light soever they made of these sins, they would certainly be called into judgment for them. We ought carefully to preserve Christian love and peace with all our brethren; and if at any time there is a quarrel, we should confess our fault, humble ourselves to our brother, making or offering satisfaction for wrong done in word or

deed: and we should do this quickly; because, till this is done, we are unfit for communion with God in holy ordinances. And when we are preparing for any religious exercises, it is good for us to make that an occasion of serious reflection and self-examination. What is here said is very applicable to our being reconciled to God through Christ. While we are alive, we are in the way to his judgement-seat; after death, it will be too late. When we consider the importance of the case, and the

uncertainty of life, how needful it is to seek peace with God, without delay! (Mt 5:27-32)


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Christ commands us to go to one another an settle or our grievances
among one another, and if to reconcile our differences ,and if your brother or sister
comes to you asking for forgiveness we are called to forgive them ,just as
Christ forgives us

in rhw spirit of Alison's post,hea is some thing about me

I am not gonna go from the high numbers to the lows!!!

1.I am an overly protective person ,mainly I am real protective
of the girls in my life

2.I am not shy and I m very open

3.I love to show off

4.I love nick names

5. I am a worrier,

6. I seem to think that I have to brag on my self
because others wont ,which is not true and I know it I just
listen to my head to much.

7. I am a traveler

8. I love bracelets and thumb rings

9. growing up I had a best friend named Sassy,we rode bikes all the time
she was a little spit fire ,I named one of my pets after her

10. like Josh Causey I don't like clowns they don't really scare me they
disturb me

11. I work on computers

12. I hate BBq beans, baked beans, that green
veggi that looks like a piece of grass with seeds

13. I not a fan of pork, now on a rare occasion I'll eat it

14. I drink a lot when I eat

25. I turn my hearing aids off on people if they bother me
and try to annoy me ,or if the are trying to be bossy

27. I play air guitar in church and while watching vh1

28. I like to sing but I can't carry a tune and my mom tells me to stop
but she can't sing either haha

29. I collect pencils,rocks,and magnets

30. I own 3 computers two two dell desk tops and a Toshiba
laptop ,well two more desk top computer in my closet so 5 all
together the two in my closet are for parts they arenf't hooked up
nor do they have hard drives

31. my 3 favorite holidays are Halloween,Christmas and Easter

32. my favorite movie is the Crow

33. favorite artist is Nirvana

34. favorite song is all apologies

35 favorite break up song is don't speak

36. favorite quote is "I'm stil standing" Diamond Dallas Page

37. Favorite wrestlers Stone cold,The Rock,Mick Foley, Rick Flair
Dusty Rose, Big show,Triple H ,Piper ,and Big Sexy Kevin Nash

38. Favorite Video game Halo 1

39. I am a Body Builder

40. I'm 4'11 100 pounds 2 percent body fat I work out daily @ home

41. favorite exercises is are push ups chin ups,and preacher man curls

42. last but not least favorite food is Steaks Medium Rare

in the mist of my frustration

I got a little frustrated in my,I was thinking to my self Tuesday night I
dislike BCM night , but yet working out there is the same as like helping Lamadrid,or
The Ring,or Parkview,the BCM yet its not a church on its own its made up people from different churches its still one of the brides of Christ.I have just gotten real
frustrated about stupid silly little things ,so in the mist of my frustration
I am sorry, and think just because of my stupid silly frustration doesn't give me the right to neglect the bride of Christ or when I feel i need more help doing a
task and feel that if I do get what I want I just stop,which that is totally not me
i have let everything knot up,ball up, or just explode inside.

I love Jesus ,but I don't like some of your so called Christians

Bottom line of this edited post is you do not fall under an umbrella that you can judge others, and remember what ever you do to others you have done to Christ so if you Judge others you judge him as well.

March 24

Every year when I return from Mexico like everyone else I am face with old ways and struggles, but I pray that everyday I look to see Christ everywhere I turn and not just wait for some big event to come along for me to stop and look for God everywhere, I pray that my thoughts will be pure and not currupt.

my thoughts on tonights sermon

Tonights Sermon was about missions and hear are some notew and thought from me,on tonight !!


mo matter if your the bow or the arrow you play an important part in the Mission field,because the arrow cannot travel by it self, so you guys that have the role of being the bow thanks you because with out you this kinda stuff would not happen ,well maybe lets not say it wouldn't happen because the God we serve is a God that turns the impossible possible, but again that you those of you who are the bow sending us out.Josh also share tonight of how we don't just go down there and just put on stuff and leave , no we serve along side with the church in Mexico ,and I have to tell you it is awesome to help them and serve along side of the missionaries in Mexico!!
I want to share with you something from me personally,I am alot like Josh in my Experiences with missions ,I know he said something about when he wen on the past trip along time ago with the BCM and just how they did things and no real relationship was built with the the people in Mexico ,and something else josh said that I totally 100 percent agree on is that we do go to just do stuff we do go to put on stuff for them and do all these building things for them and here is why I so totally agree with Josh where I used to go to church Our youth Pastor used to brag on Our church going to Jamaica of how they would go over the summer just to build these houses and leave ,the Church would basically build like ten house that took the Jamaicans 5 years to build there was never any talk of the relationship being built.In my mind that is nothing more than the Boy Scouts going to build things ,god called use not just help Our neighbor but also build relationship that reflect him and to make disciples of others . I will share some of the things I experienced in a later post ,this post is not really about me but more of how the sermon about tonight and thanking the bow for sending us out .One last thing Thank you again!!!!

Everybody Got 2 suffer

this Priest is off the easy my D o double g!!

Takeing up my cross

Luke 9:23-25 (Contemporary English Version)

23Then Jesus said to all the people:
If any of you want to be my followers, you must forget about yourself. You must take up your cross each day and follow me. 24If you want to save your life, [a] you will destroy it. But if you give up your life for me, you will save it. 25What will you gain, if you own the whole world but destroy yourself or waste your life?




so with that being said if God has The Ring moving to the BCM or where ever thats where I am going!!!!

Excited yet sad

I am so excited that we the Ring Community church are moving,and i will be even more excited when we finally have a place of our own,but in the mist of all this excitement
comes the sadness, because we will be leaving Parkview Baptist church and this mean something else that gonna be painful I have to say Good bye to the View. This is gonna be ruff for me because I won't be there,yes sure 99% of those kids either have my cell number or know how to get in touch with me if they ever need me when I am gone.

prayer for our city

Last night after here Josh's sermon last night , just kind made me think a little...


instructions on this picture, look @ the picture and pray for the Ring and pray for Christ to be reflected through us for others to see.

movies

i have watched a ton of movies in the last 15 years ,sometimes the movie volt becomes a little shady and I re watch sometime, to refresh my self about the movie!!

here is a small list of movies I have seen and can quote

Smoky and the bandit all of them 1,2,and 3

The rock with Nicolis Cage

Silence of the Lambs

Misery

Red Dragon

the Crow

top Gun

Con air

The ninja turtles

Batman 1,2,and 3

awwwwww

all I can say is I feel like crying and my family still fighting and being dysfunctional also makes me want to vomit because the way they act toward each other make me sick.

lent and goals

I don't know if Baptist really observe Lent or not ,bit I do and I have given up going to coffee shops not only am I sacrificing Coffee shot for Lent ,I am also trying to get in the habit of watching what I spend money on. Money I waste could go to stuff like world vision , or just going towards other things like need rather than wants, so please cheer me along in this goal, this is a goal I want to continue reaching for!!!!

I have a Dell 8100 and another dell Dim4500 and my new Dim4500 i put a vista transformation pack on and rocket dock to make it look like a mac and vista

Java

I no longer

I no longer let people walk all over me,because I feel it wrong to walk over some one else or make them look bad and I hate the attitude of my way or the high way ,but if you lie and tell someone i have that attitude I will give you a definition of my way or the high way just not just to stick it to you and say your wrong ,but to point out your false perceptions of me.

a feeling

well since I no long work for Gary Garrety ,My Aunt's Father n law , there were some underlying issues an if any of you wanna talk o me about what happened I will share, but basically over the phone when my mom talked to him he told her that i had an attitude about working on computers ,he wanted me to get the list of how Cajun clickers does a pc tune up which was cool I am a member of that computer club I am familiar ,and I help out up there ith all kinda of stuff from pc tune ups to repairs,to helping the Linux sig ,I was welcomed in to the club right now on the active members I am on of the youngest and I am highly respected among that computer club because I try to be out going and help people,and I follow rules and don't have a problem with their guidelines ,but when I was working for Gary he rents an office in the back from them and he is a member up there too,he told my mom i have an atitube up there that its my way or the high way ,which my mom looked at me and she is like that is not like you I don't believe him and after hearing from other members that what gary said was not true ,here is my response to him because i do not let people do stuff to me to make me look bad nor would I do something like to someone else its wrong with a capital W. enjoy the video response by Limp Bizkit....

ok I have to laugh,I came across this on youtube to not really thing any thing would show as results that someone had down this,I put "smells like teen spirit in piano" r something to that degree and sure enough someone had down this and put it on youtube lol.I have to say you take the most over played,one that sounds like it was put together in the middle of the night (which it was).