Monday, December 14, 2009

The Alamo



I went to San Antonio for my birthday, and my plan was to tour the Alamo but I never got to bye the time I found the Alamo the place was closed, but what the funny part was when my mom and I had found the Alamo not only was it closed but my mom and i had walked past the Alamo 5 times and break fast and lunch by the thing and never even realized it!!!!

I got two comments from a person:
It is interesting how sometimes we fail to see what is right in front of us, even when we go looking for it. :-)


it is funny how sometimes we fail to see what is right in front of us. :-)

todays verse

Psalm 34 (NRSV)
I will bless the LORD at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the LORD; let the humble hear and be glad. O magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together.

I sought the LORD, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears. Look to him, and be radiant; so your faces shall never be ashamed. This poor soul cried, and was heard by the LORD, and was saved from every trouble. The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them. O taste and see that the LORD is good; happy are those who take refuge in him. O fear the LORD, you his holy ones, for those who fear him have no want. The young lions suffer want and hunger, but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.

Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD. Which of you desires life, and covets many days to enjoy good? Keep your tongue from evil, and your lips from speaking deceit. Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it.The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their cry. The face of the LORD is against evildoers, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth. When the righteous cry for help, the LORD hears, and rescues them from all their troubles. The LORD is near to the brokenhearted, and saves the crushed in spirit.

Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD rescues them from them all. He keeps all their bones; not one of them will be broken. Evil brings death to the wicked, and those who hate the righteous will be condemned. The LORD redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take refuge in him will be condemned.

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Those who look to [the Lord] are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.
- Psalm 34:5 (NIV)

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Jesus Christ has the power to....

I am gonna start off this post with this, I got to hang out with my best friend Christian Simeral today, I always love going to visit him at his house. One reason I love going to his house is because battling him in halo, and other video games. I love to get to sit down and chat with his mom , Christian is so lucky he has two wonderful parents. MS Simeral Christian's mom has to map out the routes when Christian drives somewhere , because he has difficulty on routes his brain is long circuited , Christian has verbal dyslexia it take him longer to process thought and his judgment is slowed down a bit. Christian has two majors , he graduated in Graphic Arts , and it drafting , Christ has enabled him to overcome many obstacles in life it is amazing to se how far Christian has come. I wanna list some other examples of how Jesus Christ has the power to...

I am fixing to turn 27, I was not expected to see my first birthday.

2. I can able walking , I can do push ups on my knuckles

3. I can see damn near perfectly , my left eye is 20/25, and the right is 20/50

4. my bones are not brittle any more

5. I beat Gaucher disease


" DDP" I am still standing!!!!! I survived coming close to being paralyzed , in
in the mist back surgery when I was 11, I speared the Devil, I spear him ever day I am alive, and next I am gonna put him in the tomb stone pile driver!!!

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

This what this song means to me

The Cranberries - Zombie

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a..

This song is talking about violence that keeps going on and on, and it breaks hearts , one thing that is going on right now is my Aunt and Uncle are getting a divorce. My Aunt Brenda and my Uncle Rusty have have fought and fought , and it just breaks my heart. But, this is not the only thing that breaks my heart , there has been chaos on ever side of my family and I sometimes feel torn in the middle.When my uncle and my grandmother were alive on my moms side of the family none of this would ever be the case, on my moms side of the family , my uncle Carl,and my grandmother would not put up with it.But, on my god mothers side of the family family feuds have been going on for so long, now I know that I don't have to put up with my godmothers family near like I used to.Everything is fully in god hands, because He is the only on that can handle and deal with the situation, the song zombie is all to real to me I relate to that song because, the way the feuds go on it is like they are all zombies feuding among one another.This is why I write this blog post today, around the holidays it really gets to me , I would love nothing more than to go be around my family and have peace, and not have in the back of my mind as soon as this is over they are gonna be right back where they were, or hear them even at the diner table pick and put another down. I got a invite to thanksgiving diner at my mom Aunt and uncles house, and my cousin's house I would love to go, but I don't one my cousin tries to put me down , I get made fun of and it breaks my mom's heart and it breaks my heart. Holidays are sometimes really ruff for me. But, God gave me another family that I love with all my heart and they love me for me , my family is The Ring community Church , I love them so much and my heart smiles every Sunday when I get to church around 4 or 4:30 , and I have my little angles Addy, Jack, Parker, Trace, Dustin, and Dale run up and give me this huge hug!!

Friday, November 13, 2009

verse of the day

And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.

2 Corinthians 3:18

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Black friday is coming soon ,this will be continuely updated

posted: Oct. 26, 2009 @ 6:10p
"*" indicates retailers that offer Black Friday sales online.

Gander Mountain 6:00 AM - ?
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Half Price Books 7:00 AM- 10:00 AM
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Harbor Freight 7:00 AM - ?
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Kmart 6:00 AM - ?
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Lowes 12 AM (12/26) - ?
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OfficeMax* 7:00 AM - 12:00 PM
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Old Navy 3:00 AM- ? (11/27)
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Sears 4:00 AM -?
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Tanger Outlets 12:00 AM - ?
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WalMart 5:00 AM-?


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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

forgiveness

Unforgiveness

Unforgiveness is something that can really hold us back from escaping the corruption of sin and living for God. Unforgiveness comes in many forms, such as bitterness, hatred, malice, holding grudges and resentment. It can actually block God's forgiveness of our sin and provides a foothold for the devil to influence our lives. Additionally, unforgiveness can plant a “root of bitterness” in us that leads to various damaging results (e.g. ruins the fruit of the Holy Spirit, stunts spiritual growth, contributes to physical illness). Like acid can destroy the vessel that holds it, so can unforgiveness destroy us when we harbor it.


here are ways I need you all to be in prayer for me ...

1.pray for me in my journey of allowing God to heal me from all the hurt in my life

2.pray not only that I can heal and forgive ,but pray that I can admit my wrongs and be forgiven

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Tomorrow

I am going out to LSU to see the requirements to get in to the Comptia A+ course,I am going try to back to Computer Networking,please be praying that I am fallowing God will and not trying to go back to school because its what I want to do,for if I fallow my own will it is destined to fail,but if I submit to the Will of the Father I am sure to succeed .I want to God's will,and not my own ,if you read my post before this in Romans 13:1 about submitting ,I do not want my selfishness and rebellion to come in to play.

A struggle

One of my struggles is submission.

“[Submission to the Authorities] Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God.”- Romans 13:1

Monday, November 02, 2009

Thank you Jesus

One I am gonna tell you this before I go into the rest of this post of why the title is Thank you Jesus,we all know Jesus Christ has the power to....The first part of this thank you is for my eye sight that is in know way affected by the Glaucoma,and that I can see well and also I have the passion to go back to school :)!!!!!

now the were thank you part comes into play ,Thank you Jesus for Gaucher disease ,Gaucher disease has be a blessing in so many ways that it would take me more that a week to sit you down and explain , I hear songs written by Rock groups (aka Metallica ) the so until it sleeps written about a parent struggle with Cancer,I researched the so and one I hear the pain in the song about the struggle and it makes me one Thank God that my battle with Gaucher disease is not painful anymore and how much of a blessing has come from my disease. one of the lines in the song says ,so tell me why you have chosen me , my line would go something like this (thankyou for choosing me ),really I would rewrite the song from being a sad song to a song of praise :)!!!! I know I sound weird but I can take the dark time I have gone through and turn them into praises because if I look closely I see how God held me the whole time!!!!

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

How to make hand sanitizer

Tired of paying for hand sanitizer? Then, grab a few ingredients, and make your own!
Difficulty: Easy
Time Required: 15 minutes or less
Here's How:

1. Mix the aloe vera and Isopropyl alcohol together until well blended.
2. Add 8-10 drops of essential oil to the mixture for fragrance (if desired), and stir well.
3.

Pour the finished hand sanitizer into an empty container and seal.

Contains 65% Alcohol

Tips:

1. Many essential oils like tea tree oil and lavender have antibacterial properties. Use one of these to boost the germ-zapping power of your hand sanitizer.
2. Save the bottles from store-bought hand sanitizer, and refill them again and again.
3. A little goes a long way with this recipe. Once applied, just rub your hands together until the moisture evaporates and the stickiness vanishes.

What You Need:

* 2/3 cup Isopropyl alcohol 91%
* 1/3 cup aloe vera gel
* Essential oil in your choice of fragrance (optional)
* A bowl and spoon
* An empty container

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

thoughts and blurbs running in my head @ 3 in the afternoon

Praise- I am so glad God has put Samantha back in my life,and I am glad that she and I went back out on a date.I am glad Samantha's mom and dad got back together ,and I am so happy Sam's mom is fixing to Celebrate 3 year of being sober next month!!

My God mother and her mom and dad,nieces,nephews are back in my life ,but there are questions I need answering ,one the question is can I trust any of them ?


-----------------------------God's word says---------------------

I am God's child. John1:12

well I know I can always trust God there is nothing in this world ,that can ever change that



for this is his love letter to me


My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

that sounds like a parent you can always trust.

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

deep questions

Well,now that my Godmother B.J. is and the rest of her family is back in my life ,and B.J. admitted that she should not have let Kimmy convince her to kick me out is a big step for her to admit .But,there is a deep deep question I have to sit her down and ask and its why ,since from the time I was 5 months old till about 14 or so Helped raise me ,so how can a parent allow person that they date so on convince them to kick out there own son ,but that is a question that one day I would love to have answered.But, having my Godmother back in my life is one testiment to Jesus Christ having the power to... ,many many times the door has been slammed in my moms face as well as mine on trying to rekindle a relationship with not just my Godmother but the rest of her family and I am so happy because this goes to show your that God can work on the hardest of hearts ,Jesus Christ has the power to ...

Thursday, October 01, 2009

Who I am in Christ

Who I Am In Christ
I am accepted...
John 1:12 I am God's child.
John 15:15 As a disciple, I am a friend of Jesus Christ.
Romans 5:1 I have been justified.
1 Corinthians 6:17 I am united with the Lord, and I am one with Him in spirit.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20 I have been bought with a price and I belong to God.
1 Corinthians 12:27 I am a member of Christ's body.
Ephesians 1:3-8 I have been chosen by God and adopted as His child.
Colossians 1:13-14 I have been redeemed and forgiven of all my sins.
Colossians 2:9-10 I am complete in Christ.
Hebrews 4:14-16 I have direct access to the throne of grace through Jesus Christ.

I am secure...
Romans 8:1-2 I am free from condemnation.
Romans 8:28 I am assured that God works for my good in all circumstances.
Romans 8:31-39 I am free from any condemnation brought against me and I cannot be separated from the love of God.
2 Corinthians 1:21-22 I have been established, anointed and sealed by God.
Colossians 3:1-4 I am hidden with Christ in God.
Philippians 1:6 I am confident that God will complete the good work He started in me.
Philippians 3:20 I am a citizen of heaven.
2 Timothy 1:7 I have not been given a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind.
1 John 5:18 I am born of God and the evil one cannot touch me.

I am significant...
John 15:5 I am a branch of Jesus Christ, the true vine, and a channel of His life.
John 15:16 I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit.
1 Corinthians 3:16 I am God's temple.
2 Corinthians 5:17-21 I am a minister of reconciliation for God.
Ephesians 2:6 I am seated with Jesus Christ in the heavenly realm.
Ephesians 2:10 I am God's workmanship.
Ephesians 3:12 I may approach God with freedom and confidence.
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I am looking for Volunteer opportunities

I am looking to Volunteer more of my time , but here is the thing I would need transportation to and from so if you are looking for help email me slimww2002@gmail.com

Saturday, August 08, 2009

its been a while

I quote Ernst T,from the movie Ernst scared stupid "the teacher said i never knew when to quit,and she was right".


As long as God gives me the strength to fight the good fight,I'm gonna fight,the fight is not against flesh and blood ,no it its every day waking up and kicking Gaucher disease's rear end,its fighting every thing the devil throws at me.

Everyday its a miracle I wake up God is right there, his strength ,his grace and his power thats what keeps me going everyday!!!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

todays reading

James 4
Submit Yourselves to God
1What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? 2You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God. 3When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

4You adulterous people, don't you know that friendship with the world is hatred toward God? Anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God. 5Or do you think Scripture says without reason that the spirit he caused to live in us envies intensely?[a] 6But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:
"God opposes the proud
but gives grace to the humble."[b]

7Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

11Brothers, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against his brother or judges him speaks against the law and judges it. When you judge the law, you are not keeping it, but sitting in judgment on it. 12There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you—who are you to judge your neighbor?