Yesterday a team of us rearranged the Youth office @ parkview ,I got a new desk and new chair , and our couch got so throw pillows yippie. But, the sad part is Josh nor Meg work in the office with us ,so while the upgrade and changes are wonderful,there is some sadness under neither ,but on the other positive note Jess and I will still be eating lunch with them every week. I hope you guys will enjoy the video that is apart of this post this is a song I love ,so enjoy !!!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
relaxing

Well now that my mom and I's close friend Ms Linda is doing so much better I can relax now and breathe easier ,for the past 2 weeks my mom and I have been sort of like baby sitting ,but we have not been keeping a baby we have been helping a friend of ours who has been in some heavy heavy stress, which mess with her fiscal and mental health.Ms Linda is Bi polar and when she gets under heavy stress like she was its hard for her to think rational ,so my mom and I have been taking care of her, and now that she is doing so much better I can rest and relax and have time sit back and sit at the coffee shop.
Friday, July 11, 2008
takeing time to update
I am happy yet kinda bumded , the reason i am happy well i got to hang out with people i am good friend with ,earlier today i got to eat lunch with my good friend MR joe from computer school, that was a nice hang out lunch. Tonight i got to see so friend that i have not seen in a couple of years ,i went and ate dinner with them at On The Boarder over by barns &noble .But, here is whats going on to get me kinda in a funk ,is Anna my ex Girl friend which kinda had a bit of issues with a Longdistance relationship,and here is why this making me laugh under neither ,she has issues with longdistance relationships ok then she turns around talking to someone that is 5 or 6 hours away,when i am 8 hours away and now she is engaged,so she asked me the other day did I want her to send a wedding invatation to me I said ok send one, but here is where it bumms me out is ,i cared for Anna and she did the same exact thing Marrie kemp that i dated for 5 years lived two doors down from, and when I moved to baker,she is like i have a problem with a long sistance relationship then she ends up dating a guy that live in my same neighbor hood in baker which was a total looser he got suspended for fight at school ,he beat a kid at school for no reason ,so ok why is this bothering me now it just that wedding invite to me its like a little slap in the face to me.have no fear johny.B is not beat down and sad , i am just kind a little hurt , have no fear this old dog has been throught a million times worse and i'm still standing I just wanted to get this off my chest and let everyone else know,so to my friends @ church I'm ok i no sad depressed,i have just had my heart just spit on by a lot of different people in my life and i get my hear spit on some more in my life time,this just makes me stronger.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Monday, July 07, 2008
This week I was asked the question by mom and Ms Linda why do people do things to hurt one another,and why do people do evil,there is a short answer t answer is because of the fall,because ever since the fall of Adam and Eve there has been sin that is the reason.Now that we are born again in Christ, we have been washed clean.The Answer is Because of the fall of Adam and Eve in the Garden,and since we are born again we shouldn't try to understand evil,because if you try to understand evil,you have the capability to still do evil,try to understand evil only brings sin back in the picture,and since we have been washed clean by the blood of Christ we should not want sin to back in the picture. This post is not saying that oh your gonna be perfect after you except Christ ,we are all gonna mess up, but trying to understand why other do the evil in the world is npt for us to understand ,we should be the light of Chris to them and show Christ,and let God be God and let him deal with there hearts.We think if I could understand others, we can fix the situation,and fix the person,we can be the Prozac and be the fixer,when we need to be concerned with our selves and out relationship with Christ ,and showing Christ to the world,and doing as Christ Commanded,to feed the hungry,visit the sick and the prisoner,and give shelter to the poor,and that my friend will heal the world when we reflect Christ to the world to see.
for Today
Psalm 18:27-30 (New International Version)
New International Version (NIV)
27 You save the humble
but bring low those whose eyes are haughty.
28 You, O LORD, keep my lamp burning;
my God turns my darkness into light.
29 With your help I can advance against a troop [a] ;
with my God I can scale a wall.
30 As for God, his way is perfect;
the word of the LORD is flawless.
He is a shield
for all who take refuge in him.
New International Version (NIV)
27 You save the humble
but bring low those whose eyes are haughty.
28 You, O LORD, keep my lamp burning;
my God turns my darkness into light.
29 With your help I can advance against a troop [a] ;
with my God I can scale a wall.
30 As for God, his way is perfect;
the word of the LORD is flawless.
He is a shield
for all who take refuge in him.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
crazyness
This week my mom and I are staying with a really good friend of ours that I have known since I was a toddler who is just going through a ruff time, but this week has its up and down .On the side, helping out with yard work which is difficult for A friend of Ours' Ms Linda get yard work done because she got a heat stroke years ago was fun and it was also very good for me because I have not gotten out to do yard work in a long time and I missed that kinda stuff.But this week has not all been in my hands because yes this week has thrown some what of my schedule off, but I God is showing me that one that I need to brought out of my comfort zone, which is my schedule and this week also has been a week that was has also had a scary begging .
Monday, June 30, 2008
today
Zechariah 14:8-9 (Contemporary English Version)
8In both summer and winter, life-giving streams will flow from Jerusalem, half of them to the Dead Sea in the east and half to the Mediterranean Sea in the west
9Then there will be only one LORD who rules as King and whose name is worshiped everywhere on earth.
8In both summer and winter, life-giving streams will flow from Jerusalem, half of them to the Dead Sea in the east and half to the Mediterranean Sea in the west
9Then there will be only one LORD who rules as King and whose name is worshiped everywhere on earth.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
LOST AND FOUND
I go to check my my email and in my box of new emails ,I open up the daily devotion email from upper room, and the verse for today is out of Matthew 5:21-24 and Ephesians 4:32.I go a read the devotion and out of those verse its talking about reconciling ,forgiving,settling conflicts,and being quick to forgive others as Christ has forgiven us.so,I'm reading theses verses and I am reminded of a conflict earlier today I had with a friend and just how hurt I was of the words used to hurt me and how I was treated, but you know in that situation, I let it affect me and I let my hurt control me and affect how I treated and talked to another friend,so the lesson here is don't let other attitudes and conflicts with you affect how you treat others,if you let it control you your hurting your self double and hurting someone innocent.So be quick to forgive and don't say oh I forgive you and walk a way with your feeling still being hurt like a splinter in your hand ,forgiving and letting go is not easy ,but if you ask God for his strength to guide and help mend the situation and heal hurts on both sides.
LOST AND FOUND
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Matthew 5:21-24 (NRSV)
"You have heard that it was said to those of ancient times, 'You shall not murder'; and 'whoever murders shall be liable to judgment.' But I say to you that if you are angry with a brother or sister, you will be liable to judgment; and if you insult a brother or sister, you will be liable to the council; and if you say, 'You fool,' you will be liable to the hell of fire. So when you are offering your gift at the altar, if you remember that your brother or sister has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother or sister, and then come and offer your gift.
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Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you.
- Ephesians 4:32 (NRSV)
LOST AND FOUND
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Matthew 5:21-24 (NRSV)
"You have heard that it was said to those of ancient times, 'You shall not murder'; and 'whoever murders shall be liable to judgment.' But I say to you that if you are angry with a brother or sister, you will be liable to judgment; and if you insult a brother or sister, you will be liable to the council; and if you say, 'You fool,' you will be liable to the hell of fire. So when you are offering your gift at the altar, if you remember that your brother or sister has something against you, leave your gift there before the altar and go; first be reconciled to your brother or sister, and then come and offer your gift.
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Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ has forgiven you.
- Ephesians 4:32 (NRSV)
Leaning on the Lord
for the past couple of months,I have been dealing with Dizzy spells ,also know as Vertigo.My first experience with vertigo ,I went to the emergency room,because my mom and i had no clue as to what was going on.But, in dealing with the affects of Vertigo ,with being dizzy ,and the feel of not being in control, I have been praying and leaning on the Lord more for his help.I ask that you would please keep me in your prayers.
Fears
Last night in community group,it was guys night and we talked about fears,and that is something for me and I know a lot of others guys struggle with.Sometimes fear can motivate you and some fears can stop you in your tracks,I mean some of us have some just silly fears, such as being scared of wasp,spiders,and raccoons.But, even though we are a little shy and not wanting to admit things that frighten them and in situations like last night we all laugh and say I'm a shamed to admit i am scare of this,or I am scared of that,and then when it comes to down right even big things like admitting I am down right scared ,of things such as family issues and I need the Lords strength to g et me through .
Monday, June 23, 2008
things I try to do daily,but am not quite perfect at
I try to read the upper room devotional emails every day thats not always done daily,but here is todays verse.
1 Corinthians 12:12-27 (CEV)
One Body with Many Parts
12The body of Christ has many different parts, just as any other body does. 13Some of us are Jews, and others are Gentiles. Some of us are slaves, and others are free. But God's Spirit baptized each of us and made us part of the body of Christ. Now we each drink from that same Spirit. [a] 14Our bodies don't have just one part. They have many parts. 15Suppose a foot says, "I'm not a hand, and so I'm not part of the body." Wouldn't the foot still belong to the body? 16Or suppose an ear says, "I'm not an eye, and so I'm not part of the body." Wouldn't the ear still belong to the body? 17If our bodies were only an eye, we couldn't hear a thing. And if they were only an ear, we couldn't smell a thing. 18But God has put all parts of our body together in the way that he decided is best.
19A body isn't really a body, unless there is more than one part. 20It takes many parts to make a single body. 21That's why the eyes cannot say they don't need the hands. That's also why the head cannot say it doesn't need the feet. 22In fact, we cannot get along without the parts of the body that seem to be the weakest. 23We take special care to dress up some parts of our bodies. We are modest about our personal parts, 24but we don't have to be modest about other parts.
God put our bodies together in such a way that even the parts that seem the least important are valuable. 25He did this to make all parts of the body work together smoothly, with each part caring about the others. 26If one part of our body hurts, we hurt all over. If one part of our body is honored, the whole body will be happy.
27Together you are the body of Christ. Each one of you is part of his body.
Footnotes:
1. 1 Corinthians 12:13 Some of us are Jews. . . that same Spirit: Verse 13 may also be translated, "God's Spirit is inside each of us, and all around us as well. So it doesn't matter that some of us are Jews and others are Gentiles and that some are slaves and others are free. Together we are one body."
my own thought for today
Celebrate the fact that because we know Jesus Christ as our Lord and savior ,we make up the body of Christ even before we knew him we all were made in his image.
we all mess up constantly ,but that does not mean we are not still members of Christ body, Christ sees us as all as blame less and when he sees us he sees his creation as perfect!!!
1 Corinthians 12:12-27 (CEV)
One Body with Many Parts
12The body of Christ has many different parts, just as any other body does. 13Some of us are Jews, and others are Gentiles. Some of us are slaves, and others are free. But God's Spirit baptized each of us and made us part of the body of Christ. Now we each drink from that same Spirit. [a] 14Our bodies don't have just one part. They have many parts. 15Suppose a foot says, "I'm not a hand, and so I'm not part of the body." Wouldn't the foot still belong to the body? 16Or suppose an ear says, "I'm not an eye, and so I'm not part of the body." Wouldn't the ear still belong to the body? 17If our bodies were only an eye, we couldn't hear a thing. And if they were only an ear, we couldn't smell a thing. 18But God has put all parts of our body together in the way that he decided is best.
19A body isn't really a body, unless there is more than one part. 20It takes many parts to make a single body. 21That's why the eyes cannot say they don't need the hands. That's also why the head cannot say it doesn't need the feet. 22In fact, we cannot get along without the parts of the body that seem to be the weakest. 23We take special care to dress up some parts of our bodies. We are modest about our personal parts, 24but we don't have to be modest about other parts.
God put our bodies together in such a way that even the parts that seem the least important are valuable. 25He did this to make all parts of the body work together smoothly, with each part caring about the others. 26If one part of our body hurts, we hurt all over. If one part of our body is honored, the whole body will be happy.
27Together you are the body of Christ. Each one of you is part of his body.
Footnotes:
1. 1 Corinthians 12:13 Some of us are Jews. . . that same Spirit: Verse 13 may also be translated, "God's Spirit is inside each of us, and all around us as well. So it doesn't matter that some of us are Jews and others are Gentiles and that some are slaves and others are free. Together we are one body."
my own thought for today
Celebrate the fact that because we know Jesus Christ as our Lord and savior ,we make up the body of Christ even before we knew him we all were made in his image.
we all mess up constantly ,but that does not mean we are not still members of Christ body, Christ sees us as all as blame less and when he sees us he sees his creation as perfect!!!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
why I have a love hate relationship with Walmart
# 1 Walmart's Garden center is pitiful
# 2 Now walmart does have good sales on hearing aid batteries
# 3 the electronic section is ok for finding games for the play station 2 and Xbox
# 4 their movie and CD area is the pits
# 5 the dressing rooms are funky and messy
now..... on to my new love Target!!
1. the Garden center their rocks good prices good selection!!!
2. love the Delli and plus they have sushi!!!
3.Target has a Starbucks!!
4. I can find more sales in the electronics and their cd and movie section is always picked up and stuff is in order
5.the clothing I can go and buy good qaulity clothing and not crappy stuff,
such as @ Christmas time I found some nice cloths to Walmart
6. I can find cool things in the dollar section ,like the little shovels for gardening ,and the thermos travel mugs for my mom and I's coffee!!
7. I got a 40 pound bag of bird seed to feed my birds for only 18 dollars, now the same brand on a 20 pound bag was 25, ya have to read for the deals!!
8. and target has security, and that makes me happy to know I am protected and the employee's from Criminals and shop lifters ,although if I saw a shop lifter on the area I was in I would bust a knot on their head the size Texas ya dig!!
# 2 Now walmart does have good sales on hearing aid batteries
# 3 the electronic section is ok for finding games for the play station 2 and Xbox
# 4 their movie and CD area is the pits
# 5 the dressing rooms are funky and messy
now..... on to my new love Target!!
1. the Garden center their rocks good prices good selection!!!
2. love the Delli and plus they have sushi!!!
3.Target has a Starbucks!!
4. I can find more sales in the electronics and their cd and movie section is always picked up and stuff is in order
5.the clothing I can go and buy good qaulity clothing and not crappy stuff,
such as @ Christmas time I found some nice cloths to Walmart
6. I can find cool things in the dollar section ,like the little shovels for gardening ,and the thermos travel mugs for my mom and I's coffee!!
7. I got a 40 pound bag of bird seed to feed my birds for only 18 dollars, now the same brand on a 20 pound bag was 25, ya have to read for the deals!!
8. and target has security, and that makes me happy to know I am protected and the employee's from Criminals and shop lifters ,although if I saw a shop lifter on the area I was in I would bust a knot on their head the size Texas ya dig!!
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
ok I feel for my friends that paid 3-5 hundred dollars for the iphone and it did not not have up to date technology , ok I love apple products,but I just think thats just a rip off charging that much money for something that doesn't even have up to date technology.so,Cody I told ya that was a waste of money to drop a 1,000 for 2 iphones.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Sunday, June 01, 2008
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