what I am reading up on

God is always in control

The latest issue is I have once again maxed out on my insurance ,yes I have been down this road before ,but the wonderful thing is I don't have to worry at all because everything is in the Lord's hands.Jeremiah 29:11(NIV) "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.",what this verse says to me is my my is in the Lord's hands and therefor everything that is happening is for a reason,and yet the trial I am going through maybe scary it may have its dark moments,but I can am being carried through all of this By the Creator of of heaven and earth.Job 5:17-21
17 "Blessed is the man whom God corrects;
so do not despise the discipline of the Almighty. [a]

18 For he wounds, but he also binds up;
he injures, but his hands also heal.

19 From six calamities he will rescue you;
in seven no harm will befall you.

20 In famine he will ransom you from death,
and in battle from the stroke of the sword.

21 You will be protected from the lash of the tongue,
and need not fear when destruction comes.


“Trust in the Lord with all your heart,
And lean not on your own understanding;
In all your ways acknowledge him,
And he will make your paths straight.”
(Proverbs 3:5-6)
Psalm 121
A song of ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.
Psalm 121
A song of ascents.
1 I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

2 My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

3 He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

4 indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

5 The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

6 the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

7 The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

8 the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

we are to love one another

in 1John 4:11 Dear friends ,since God so loved us,we also ought to love one another.


a book I read a chapter or 2 , the book was titled "They Love Jesus but not the Church".

The bride of Christ doesn't always act as the bride should,to love one another we ought to look past our imperfections and love one another despite our differences ,imperfectness,and the let downs.Jesus loved he did not choose those whole were blameless and the perfect,if you remember the man who asked Rabi what must I do to inherit Eternal life ,what good deed must I do read the following from Matthew 19:16-23 (New American Standard Bible)

The Rich Young Ruler
16(A)And someone came to Him and said, "Teacher, what good thing shall I do that I may obtain (B)eternal life?"

17And He said to him, "Why are you asking Me about what is good? There is only One who is good; but (C)if you wish to enter into life, keep the commandments."

18Then he said to Him, "Which ones?" And Jesus said, "(D)YOU SHALL NOT COMMIT MURDER; YOU SHALL NOT COMMIT ADULTERY; YOU SHALL NOT STEAL; YOU SHALL NOT BEAR FALSE WITNESS;

19(E)HONOR YOUR FATHER AND MOTHER; and (F)YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF."

20The young man said to Him, "All these things I have kept; what am I still lacking?"

21Jesus said to him, "If you wish to be complete, go and (G)sell your possessions and give to the poor, and you will have (H)treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me."

22But when the young man heard this statement, he went away grieving; for he was one who owned much property.

23And Jesus said to His disciples, "Truly I say to you, (I)it is hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven.


we read in 1 John 4:11 that we ought to love one another be cause God so loved us

part in showing our love is doing whatever it takes to meet a need ,in John 3:16 we read that God so loved the world that he gave,he gave us his son created in his image God came in human form to be a living sacrifice.


to be continue....writing in progress

not perfect

Part of my confession is that I don't always do a good job of representing Christ in my actions,my speech,and in my thoughts.As a branch I don't always abide in the True Vine Jesus Christ.I get get angry with the things I see happening around me,with the way others treat people,and I let that anger affect how I go about when i interact with others,with my speech,my actions,my thoughts,but in the way I dill with that anger is not a healthy way to deal with it.As a follower of Jesus Christ i am called to not conform to the ways of this world ,I am to show Christ to others,and to represent him in this world.This may not be the best example but,say someone was out representing you for a baby sitting job ,the person out telling people about you and your wonderful baby sitting skill and how loving and honest your are ,is a person you watch for their parents when they were a child.How would you want them act an represent you? I could go back an forth on ways you would want them to represent you,and what you would so on,and I just threw the baby sitting thing out because when I was younger my mom kept a friend of ours Grandson from when he was a couple of months old till he was about 4 maybe 5 .As followers of Jesus Christ we are his Ambassadors ,the way we act,think talk on the phone or in person to others should be with the love of Christ.Another example I was Children's center Ambassador for the Lady of the Lake,as a Ambassador what I did was help make the families and the patients feel welcomed and let them know that they loved and that we were there for them to show our support for them in their time of need.

projects and goals am working on currently

first of all do to the Monday and Thursday schedule of being on Campus @ LSU mainly between the BCM and Highland Coffees I get long breaks to sit in front of my laptop and a great study space ,the most important study is of God word that come first and above all other things, but if I am to help someone I must stick my nose in the books, and I do not know if God's plan is for me to be Certified .If I abide in Christ and continue to seek his will and to do his will ,and the more I abide my goals and thoughts a line them selves with his ,I am determined to stay in on top of computer networking for the knowledge I gain and the ability to help solve computer issues is one of my ministry out reaches ,my other ministry out reach is to make people feel a since of belonging.So to my readers of my blog please be in constant prayer for me.


Thank you read visiting my my blog space on blogger,have a wonderful day and stop by again some time!


Till next time take care of yourself and each other!!!!

Feb 2,2009

Lord I thank you for today and I that your for the people on this great campus of Lsu ,Dear Lord I thankful for the opertunities you give to me to reach others for Christ.



Today is the Second day of me being on Campus with Josh and Meg helping and working with the BCM @ LSU I just love it,God is continueing to open doors for ministry oppertunities not just for me,but for Josh and Meg and I pray that each and one of us takes a hold of the oppertunities God puts before us.God has given me the blessing of the best Job ,bu is not a Job as what the worl would look,the world looks and production and how can you benifit it ,but no my Job as a follower of Jesus Christ is to go and make desciples and bring others into a arelationship with the the King of kings Jesus Christ.God continues to poor out his blessing ,he has poored out his grace and mercy on me ever since the day I was forth in this world from birth and even before birth , every breathe I take is a gift from the Lord,but the sad thing is that not ever breathe I took was giving him praises. But because of the Lord sending his son Jesus Christ to poor out his love on the Cross ,I do not have to live with the guilt and shame,no the only thing
the Lord as of me is to except His son jesus Christ and abide in him for he is the vine and I am the branch,and apart from The Lord I can do nothing .As a branch if I am not abiding in him I can not produce fruit I am just a peace of tree

2009 and new chapters of life are starting to be written

I feel God is leading to LSU Campus at @ with Meg and Josh on Monday maybe for sure the other days are still probably to be worked out ,The door at parkview is being shut,I am so thankful for the time I was at parkview for the last 3 and a half to 4 years God has really grown me a lot and I love the staff that I worked with I love them all dearly including the man we moved up stair further from the coffee pot (Lee).
I have prayed for patients with this transition,God is teaching me patients ,I have full faith that this is all coming together and being worked out,God has put an incredible friend/Pastor named Josh Causey !!!So,as the the song says we must go on to feed the hungery,stand be side the broken,so fill us up and send us out Lord.

my prayer

Father when I stressed give me rest, when I worried give peace ,and when I distracted refocus me.Oh Lord every thing is in you hands,I can do nothing apart from you,Lord I thank you for your grace,your mercy,in Jesus name Amen.

God is opening new doors

I am happy about the doors God has opening for me ,I don't know all the doors he is opening ,but I can feel that he is doing something big/my new years commitment is to spend even more time dedicated to the Word ,and doing even more out reach and volunteer work.I know I need down time because I do get worn out easy and it is important to get proper rest.

The changes that sadden me is ,Jess no longer working for Parkview and I won't be in the office as much,But I am so happy for her with this new Job and I am happy that I still get to eat lunch with her on Tuesdays!

new pic

impatients

When we come to know Christ as our personal Lord and a Savior ,our job is to go and make disciples of men ,it is a Joyous job.I love going on the mission field for Christ ,I love serving doing whatever needs to be done,but I get rather frustrated when I am not some where doing something and pouring my heart ,soul ,and time into it,and some times I get to overly focused be I am used to being out there and doing and serving.The very second we wake we are on the mission field in our homes and in our apartment complexes,neighborhoods , the mission field is every where,and in the mist of a dry time or not a lot of stuff is happening around me I begin to feel useless and not productive.

Avent Conspiacy

The Idea is to Worship fully,spend less,and give more,give more of what????Your time!!


.Spend time with that friend or family member

.Write them a letter telling them how much they mean to you.

.Bake some tasty treats ,or you could cook them their favorite dish!!!

. volunteer at a local shelter

The money you did not spend why not give it away,think about this there are things you can do to make a difference in this world one of them is Living Water,they go out and dig wells in places that don't have clean water for drinking.here s an example of how the water if it was put in bottle would look



nasty looking huh,well imagine you or your kids having to drink that water.

Living water goes in a digs water wells so people can have clean drinking water that wont make them sick ,now this is what clean healthy water for drinking looks like

things I miss/and a little brag on Jesus time

I miss the Childrens inn at NIH so much,I miss all the kids there ,to me even though I went to the Hospital for check ups at the NIH in DC it was to me a mission trip to go and be and share Jesus ,I saw Jesus in each and everyone of those volunteers the kids ,and I will forever miss going up there.I also miss the kids in Mexico and I can not wait for the Mexico mission trip,when The Ring goes down there we go to partner and help them with their out reach to there surrounding community and reach people for Christ ,I will tell you I have gotten loved on and just come fact to face with Jesus ,I have seen him in each and everyone of those kids the ladies in the kitchen at the church and just everyone i come in contact with down there,so I go down there to love on them and partner with them and help in anyway I can to see Christ grow in the church in La Madrid ,and those people when I go down there ministering to me and loving on me!!

( a little Brag on Jesus time)

In a few words I want to tell you how God has shown up in my life here and in Mexico. My dear dear Ashley and Kyle and many of my close friends at The Ring,and I could not count them all ,they all have just been loving on me and just bieng Christ like and ministering to me,and they threw me this wonderful wonderful Birthday party not last Friday, but the one before that on on the 12th . At the party there were , I know between 35 and 40 people at my Party at Zippy's ,and we all had the best time hanging out and I don't know how many of them pitched in to do this ,but they got me the coolest ipod dock ever the speakers to this thing are a right at a foot tall,but what meant the most to me was they where there at my party and I just go to hang out with people I love.Meg and I were talking the other day and she was asking me how cool it was ,all those people at Zippy's on Friday night,I told her I knew those people knew I loved them but I had know idea how much they loved me, it wasn't because of the ipod cock yes it was wonderful and i love it ,what made my heart smile is they showed up and I got to spend time with them ,and ya wanna know what else made my heart smile is Josh Causey helped me put the ipod Dock together !!

new video for advent consiracy

updates

I know its been almost a month since a posts and I have missed blogger and I missed sharing with the people that follow my blog,so I am back!!!


God is some doing d things in my life,well anything God does is good!!!He has opened my eyes more each and every day ,God gave me one of the best Birthday presents one day early that i have been wishing and praying for,and that was snow,yes in South Louisiana we had snow over 3 inches of it.God worked through my friends of mine at church Kyle and Ashley and over 35 of some really close them throwing me a birthday party,God should me in this that how much he and my brothers and sisters in Christ love me!!!God is also using Advent Conspiracy to open my eyes about Christmas even more,the Idea is to Worship fully,spend less and give more,so how do you spend less and give more,give a gift that means more like making something for that family member or spouse,or friend ,give them something that tells them how much you love them .Take that money you would have used to buy that gift as Josh said that would end up in some garage sale in the next 5 years and give the gift of living water in that person's name to go dig water wells in countries where people are dying from lack of clean water.

this Christmas

Advent Conspiracy Intro - 2008 from Robert Terrell on Vimeo.

these are somethings I am thinking of

1.giving my time to an animal shelter

2.giving money to go help give clean water to those in need

3.giving my time at the lake to go visit patients in the hospital

frustrations and a prayer for help

I know I am human and mess up continually, like every other person I fall short of the glory of God ,I get angry which I don't like ,I can be a bully,and I can also be jerk on days. Paul said in Romans 7:15
15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

my prayer

Oh Lord when will my flesh stop rebelling against you,the more I try to get closer to you the harder the fight,oh Lord be my strength,my shield and do not cast your anger upon me have mercy on me ,Oh Lord.Amen

Armor of God video

todays world

I was watching on T.V a report about kids and adults being addicted to online gaming and it is really quiet sad to see and hear ,and its also rather sad to hear and see people that do these reports on these issues getting attacked for doing these reports.Its as if the individuals that attack the reports and fellow colleagues are saying hey leave me alone don't mess with this social life I have created for my self to fill that empty void they have because they either are not payed attention to and ignored or constant comparing to others so the person find a safe zone to get away from the pressuring world around them,and isn't out Job as Christian to love on these
individuals but we get so wrapped up in our own lives.Sometimes,we isolate our own selves because its uncomfortable to go around these individuals ,because they don't look like us talk like us,and so we are in a since doing the same as the people we were called to love on isolating our selves ,I am guilty of this my self I don't wanna step out of my comfort zone a lot of times,and I often just don't feel like it sometimes because it takes time energy,or are my motives right ,am I loving on them because I want to because that is how my job,or am I using it as a good deed that i will get these extra point and say oh look at me.I should be loving on people because God created me to love and to love is to know Christ,so this is what I have to say on the issue.