Friday, October 22, 2010

buy one give one

If ya do not have shoes you can not go to school weither a kid lives in a third world country or right here in in America, so November 5 2010 which is a Friday , shoe up to work or school you local libray, coffee shop and go barefoot and if someone ask you weres your shoes tell them the reason behind why your going barefoot.Local stores Seven Elevan and Cheveron have signs no shoes no service what if you where a child going to get a loaf of bread and , your family can not afford shoes but your family is hungery and yall have saved all week to have sandwhiches , so tell the Clerck at the gas station or where ever ya go the reason behind why your going barefoot

Monday, September 27, 2010

wishes and wants and more....

( this is gonna be a big post)



I went to a screen showing for an organization my dear sweet friend Angel Cutno is a part of LiNK ,( liberty in North Korea ) , I love my sweet friend Angel and and a large group of us @ the Ring have such a huge heart for missions!!!!

here is one of my wishes

1. to go back to computer school, not to get some big corporate job, but one of my passions is to just help people with their computer problems, either if its when I am in the coffee shop volunteering at a computer club , or where ever I am, yes I have a desire to teach but not to be one that grades but to educate people on safe computing and help them to learn to be able to fix virus problems.

one of my wants

I want people to know that they are loved and how much Christ loves them, this can all go as a wish ,because I wish that everyone felt loved and excepted.

I wish one that i had a free hugs shirt because I would wear it often and I love to give hugs , and again I want people to feel loved .

I wish that I could go and help get freedom for the North Korans ,but I will do whatever I can do here at home to help recruit nomads and other chapters,because I know my limits medically.
.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

my wishes and wants

I am gonna start with the wants.


(((Wants)))

1.I want to know how to play the guitar.

2. I want to be do more about poverty in the world

3. I want to snow board again one day.

4. I want to drive again one day.


((( Wishes ))))

1. I wish I had the a healthy enough immune system to go down and learn to dig water wells for people that do not have clean water for drinking

2. I wish that go and live and work in an orphanage with kids in mexico

3. I wish i could go see the kids at the Children's inn @ NIH ,i miss them

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

things i am so thankful for

I am so thankful that the Lord has adopted as his child, I am so honored to be a child of God.

Yet to all who received him, to those who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God.John 1:12 (NIV)

I am so thankful for the heart the Lord has given me ,He has given me a heart for the Homeless,the broken ,and for his people in Mexico.but my mission field goes way beyond that it goes to helping people in my community any way I can!!

Saturday, August 28, 2010

unorganized

I am normally some what of a organized person if if come to my electronics and how I pack them in my back pack , and i used to pretty good at keeping organized when it comes to a journal , or I used to .I am a fan of keeping a journal but , lately i have not felt like keeping a journal because I keep one book that is a journal for notes from sermons and I have one for journaling my thoughts and i try to have a little note pad for writing down numbers or writing something quick that I have to remember, but everything has been sort of stressful these last few months that everything in my brain has been jumbled around,so I am if anyone who follows my blog or gets the emails when I update has any suggestion or wants to help me get organized I welcome the help.

Saturday, August 14, 2010

wishes

Wishes:

1. I wish I walking on the beach and picking up sea shells with out the interference of a TV , or anything else, all would have with me is my back pack with my bible and a water bottle

2. that I my heart would stop breaking

3.that there was peace on earth

4.I wish that I was in Monclova Mexico working at Casa Hogar ,I love working with kids

5. I wish that I did not get anxiety

6. I wish that the recorder in my head that get started up that i have to drown constantly would stay drowned

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

joys in times of hardship and suffering

Two character in the bible I love are Job and Paul ,Job never cursed God not one time, Job had everything taken away from him , and what did he do he fell down and worshiped the Lord,Paul was put in prison for preaching the gospel and he found joy in his suffer for the cause of Christ. I wish that every time i went through something that I found joy in it, but sometime i don't because sometimes my heart just breaks. Now god has given me some amazing gifts gauchers disease, glacoma, and I had back surgery when i was 11 because one i do not have a spleen the gauchers diease enlarged my spleen and I had to have it removed and the gauchers went to my bones. Now i have been on enzime replacement since 1992 and i am healthy my bones are healthy. another part of the gift is when i go to get my infusions seeing other grab on to hope and faith of Jesus Christ, i have seen young children go through far more than i do and have such joy on there faces, and I see adults go through stuff far more than i can amagine and still have a joy , a joy to be alive. I love it that I wake up every day and through the power of Christ i kick gaucher, and glaucoma's rear end, but but what breaks my heart is the emotional scars in my life for me that is a million time harder to fight that anything fisical, and it starts to hurt my heart fisicaly as well.But i know Christ is there every step of the way , he says in psalms 23 that enven though we go through the valley of shadow and death fear no evil for he is with us his rod and his staff comfort us.

Wednesday, August 04, 2010

tip of the day

How to clean a laptop

Power down the laptop computer. Close the LCD display lid and turn the computer over. Hold down the battery release button and pull the battery out of the laptop.
#

Flip the laptop computer back to its original position and open the LCD display lid. Pour a small amount of LCD cleaning solution onto the soft cloth. Wring the cloth out so that its damp but there is no excess liquid dripping off.
3.

Start at the top of the LCD screen and gently wipe in a downward motion. Repeat as many times as necessary to clean off fingerprints or other smudges from the LCD screen.
4.

Locate the strip of plastic in between the LCD screen and the keyboard that usually contains the power button and caps lock light indicator. Slide a thin object such as the edge of a flat head screwdriver underneath the seam of the plastic strip. Pop the plastic piece upward and remove it from the laptop.
5.

Remove the two screws at the top of the keyboard that hold it in place. Lift the keyboard up slightly until the motherboard comes into view. Unplug the cable running from the keyboard to the motherboard port.
6.

Lift the keyboard off of the laptop. Spray out the underside of the keyboard and the inside of the laptop with a bottle of canned air to remove any debris such as hair or dust particles.
7.

Use a cotton swab to wipe off any excess dirt that has built up in the processor fan or on any of the other hardware components inside the laptop. Connect the keyboard's cable back into the motherboard port and then reattach the keyboard.
8.

Pop the bezel back onto the laptop and then place the battery back into the port on the bottom of the computer.

Laptop Cleaning Tips and Warnings:

1.

If there is spilled liquid or other debris inside the keyboard keys you can also use cotton swabs to clean them out.
2.

Create your own LCD screen cleaning solution if you don't want to buy a pre-made solution. Combine one part isopropyl alcohol and one part distilled water to make the solution. Do not use regular tap water.
3.

If you don't have a soft cotton cloth, consider using an old t-shirt instead.
4.

Some laptop models have screws on the bottom of the laptop that need to be removed before you can pull off the keyboard. Check the manual that came with your laptop if you are having trouble removing the keyboard.

Monday, August 02, 2010

today good and kinda an eye opener

Today started off to be my usual Monday which i love so much I get to spend some good time with Josh and Meg, but God added some more alone time with him and his word, and some more time with my favorite aunt in the world Megan Kelly . but, God really started setting this up last night from Jakes sermon to just about 3 and half hour ago , and i am in Taylor Vernon's class and the topic is on fear and Anxiety and I am in the right class at the right time!!!The sermon last night came from Matthew 18:1-4 when the disciples asking Jesus who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven , and the disciples I guess worry basically trying to get Jesus to say who his favorite was and so on, but Jesus to me kinda throws them a curve ball when used this child as an example not just telling them a story but try to get them to open their eyes to you must have child like faith, children look to their parents for their needs such as clothing and food and it much more than that but their emotional support. But in this class tonight on fear an Anxiety I listed my fears.

Sunday, August 01, 2010

Thursday, July 22, 2010

I can not hide my love

VERSE
Holy spirit, I need your touch,
more than ever before.
Ho Jesus, I need your love
and I'm deperite for more.

BRIDGE
When I feel your presence
all around me
when I feel you arms
as they surround me

CHORUS
I cannot hide my love
I cannot hide my love
My feet will have to dance

I cannot hide my love
I cannot hide my love

My heart will have to sing

TAG
I am so in love with
I am so in love with
I am so in love with
You my Lord, my God

Saturday, July 17, 2010

July 17th

Next summer if the Ring has another softball sign up I am gonna sign up, yeah the start of this summer was crazy , yeah the start of the summer was crazy , But every thing is getting back to normal because my life belongs ton the LORD and he is in control. Not everything is totally back to normal and yeah I still get sad my heart still hurts, yes I get mad because stuff that is going on, listen to my Audio clip in my profile the song, ( I'm still standing- by Elton John), and I am!!!

Friday, July 16, 2010

my passions


1. to serve , to love to be Christ ambassador

2. to show people and to let people know they are loved

3. to every day show off and I hope people can see through the way I live my life that
I love Jesus Christ!!!!!!

__________________________________________________________________________

I am not perfect ,I try my best to love the unlovable and be there to help people when
ever i can.I am alive today because of Jesus Christ, through his strength I beat Gauchers disease,glaucoma,and almost being paralyzed, i had back surgery when I was 11,there was a good chance I would not walk.I started walking two days after surgery ,I am 27 now gonna be 28 in December!!! I've had a lot of stuff thrown at me in life ,but I can say I have had a good life ,we all have life issues we live in a broken world , but I am gonna say this I am still standing and when life gives ya lemons make lemonade ,and give thanks to the Lord for he is good and his love endures forever!!

I turnd this first part of my post in to a praise


Thursday, July 01, 2010

thank you Jesus

Everyday I wake up is like Christmas and I will give you a list of reasons why, but I just want everyone who reads this to know that Jesus has the power to ...,and this how he has proven it to me in my life:

1. everyday I wake up and I ,I have gone through Cateract and Glaucoma surgeries and my vision in the left eye is 20/25 the right is 20/40,and even though i have some optic nerve damage my field of vision is normal and before the surgeries I had very little field of vision.

2.I have beaten gaucher disease , everyday I wake up my energy level is good and i can run,jump,work out,I have two rods in my back and that doesn't slow me one bit !!!

3. everyone of my doctors chins hit the floor when they see me because all test and exams show them I am as healthy and a normal person

4.my bones have mended together the enzyme replacement i have been on since 1992 has allow my body to heal!!!!

All i can God is awesome and thank you Jesus for healing me!!!!

Friday, June 25, 2010

clean water

How clean is the water you drink,do you know?,its clean than the water in other parts of the world if you were to take a microscope to the water imight make your stomach flip. Imagine people having to drink out of mudd holes and ponds filled with parasites and other things , I know Christmas is months away ,but please if you can start putting away a few extra dollar and get ready to give gift of clean water to those in need the link is http://www.water.cc/

I feel blessed that the water I dink is clean, but it make me sad that people are drinking out of germ filled ponds and mud holes.

Wednesday, June 02, 2010

improvement

I am continuing to improve every day , my seizures are gone Jesus has healed me ,I am back to the old me once again through the power of Christ kicking Gauchers diseases butt!!! Ty Jesus for healing me!!

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Tuesda'ys update

I am up and around I will be on the beach tomorrow through Saturday in Gulf shores just resting and resting ,but I will keep my blog

Monday, May 24, 2010

Whale watching canceled

well today I am supposed to be in Boston, but late Friday night early saturday morning my body had different plans ,I went into a seizure.The seizure wasn't bad,but it did land me in the ER for 8 hours . But in all of this I have learned that even I need to try just a little harder to take care of my health and,just when I eat sweets or starches just watch how much I eat and to also make sure I drink plenty of water to help keep my body flushed. I should go see my Neurologist soon I will update you all more, but he doesn't think I will have another seizure ,but I will keep my blog updted.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

I get scared

We were talking about contentment in Community group last night, and this one question was on do we fear man or the unknown, and mine is really the fear of man, and yes there is sometimes the fear of the unknown .I get scared one when there is a change up it can be medical or anything,and I don't mean to start doubting ,I get scared and I hope God understands because I don't mean to make it seem like I am not trusting ,because I look back on my life there are so examples of Gods mercy,faithfulness,and grace in my life.Here are a few things I am gonna list of reasons I have to trust.....


1.I can walk and talk
2.Gaucher Disease has not destroyed me
3.I can see,I was once almost blind
4.I have my mom back in my life

all of this is be cause of Christ,my list could have gone on and on !!

Jesus Christ has the power to.....,and last night, after community group the doubt slipped it, the fear of the unknown and man slipped in, so here is the way I am gonna end this post I am gonna put this verse up



For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)