unorganized

I am normally some what of a organized person if if come to my electronics and how I pack them in my back pack , and i used to pretty good at keeping organized when it comes to a journal , or I used to .I am a fan of keeping a journal but , lately i have not felt like keeping a journal because I keep one book that is a journal for notes from sermons and I have one for journaling my thoughts and i try to have a little note pad for writing down numbers or writing something quick that I have to remember, but everything has been sort of stressful these last few months that everything in my brain has been jumbled around,so I am if anyone who follows my blog or gets the emails when I update has any suggestion or wants to help me get organized I welcome the help.

wishes

Wishes:

1. I wish I walking on the beach and picking up sea shells with out the interference of a TV , or anything else, all would have with me is my back pack with my bible and a water bottle

2. that I my heart would stop breaking

3.that there was peace on earth

4.I wish that I was in Monclova Mexico working at Casa Hogar ,I love working with kids

5. I wish that I did not get anxiety

6. I wish that the recorder in my head that get started up that i have to drown constantly would stay drowned

joys in times of hardship and suffering

Two character in the bible I love are Job and Paul ,Job never cursed God not one time, Job had everything taken away from him , and what did he do he fell down and worshiped the Lord,Paul was put in prison for preaching the gospel and he found joy in his suffer for the cause of Christ. I wish that every time i went through something that I found joy in it, but sometime i don't because sometimes my heart just breaks. Now god has given me some amazing gifts gauchers disease, glacoma, and I had back surgery when i was 11 because one i do not have a spleen the gauchers diease enlarged my spleen and I had to have it removed and the gauchers went to my bones. Now i have been on enzime replacement since 1992 and i am healthy my bones are healthy. another part of the gift is when i go to get my infusions seeing other grab on to hope and faith of Jesus Christ, i have seen young children go through far more than i do and have such joy on there faces, and I see adults go through stuff far more than i can amagine and still have a joy , a joy to be alive. I love it that I wake up every day and through the power of Christ i kick gaucher, and glaucoma's rear end, but but what breaks my heart is the emotional scars in my life for me that is a million time harder to fight that anything fisical, and it starts to hurt my heart fisicaly as well.But i know Christ is there every step of the way , he says in psalms 23 that enven though we go through the valley of shadow and death fear no evil for he is with us his rod and his staff comfort us.

tip of the day

How to clean a laptop

Power down the laptop computer. Close the LCD display lid and turn the computer over. Hold down the battery release button and pull the battery out of the laptop.
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Flip the laptop computer back to its original position and open the LCD display lid. Pour a small amount of LCD cleaning solution onto the soft cloth. Wring the cloth out so that its damp but there is no excess liquid dripping off.
3.

Start at the top of the LCD screen and gently wipe in a downward motion. Repeat as many times as necessary to clean off fingerprints or other smudges from the LCD screen.
4.

Locate the strip of plastic in between the LCD screen and the keyboard that usually contains the power button and caps lock light indicator. Slide a thin object such as the edge of a flat head screwdriver underneath the seam of the plastic strip. Pop the plastic piece upward and remove it from the laptop.
5.

Remove the two screws at the top of the keyboard that hold it in place. Lift the keyboard up slightly until the motherboard comes into view. Unplug the cable running from the keyboard to the motherboard port.
6.

Lift the keyboard off of the laptop. Spray out the underside of the keyboard and the inside of the laptop with a bottle of canned air to remove any debris such as hair or dust particles.
7.

Use a cotton swab to wipe off any excess dirt that has built up in the processor fan or on any of the other hardware components inside the laptop. Connect the keyboard's cable back into the motherboard port and then reattach the keyboard.
8.

Pop the bezel back onto the laptop and then place the battery back into the port on the bottom of the computer.

Laptop Cleaning Tips and Warnings:

1.

If there is spilled liquid or other debris inside the keyboard keys you can also use cotton swabs to clean them out.
2.

Create your own LCD screen cleaning solution if you don't want to buy a pre-made solution. Combine one part isopropyl alcohol and one part distilled water to make the solution. Do not use regular tap water.
3.

If you don't have a soft cotton cloth, consider using an old t-shirt instead.
4.

Some laptop models have screws on the bottom of the laptop that need to be removed before you can pull off the keyboard. Check the manual that came with your laptop if you are having trouble removing the keyboard.

today good and kinda an eye opener

Today started off to be my usual Monday which i love so much I get to spend some good time with Josh and Meg, but God added some more alone time with him and his word, and some more time with my favorite aunt in the world Megan Kelly . but, God really started setting this up last night from Jakes sermon to just about 3 and half hour ago , and i am in Taylor Vernon's class and the topic is on fear and Anxiety and I am in the right class at the right time!!!The sermon last night came from Matthew 18:1-4 when the disciples asking Jesus who is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven , and the disciples I guess worry basically trying to get Jesus to say who his favorite was and so on, but Jesus to me kinda throws them a curve ball when used this child as an example not just telling them a story but try to get them to open their eyes to you must have child like faith, children look to their parents for their needs such as clothing and food and it much more than that but their emotional support. But in this class tonight on fear an Anxiety I listed my fears.

I can not hide my love

VERSE
Holy spirit, I need your touch,
more than ever before.
Ho Jesus, I need your love
and I'm deperite for more.

BRIDGE
When I feel your presence
all around me
when I feel you arms
as they surround me

CHORUS
I cannot hide my love
I cannot hide my love
My feet will have to dance

I cannot hide my love
I cannot hide my love

My heart will have to sing

TAG
I am so in love with
I am so in love with
I am so in love with
You my Lord, my God

July 17th

Next summer if the Ring has another softball sign up I am gonna sign up, yeah the start of this summer was crazy , yeah the start of the summer was crazy , But every thing is getting back to normal because my life belongs ton the LORD and he is in control. Not everything is totally back to normal and yeah I still get sad my heart still hurts, yes I get mad because stuff that is going on, listen to my Audio clip in my profile the song, ( I'm still standing- by Elton John), and I am!!!

my passions

1. to serve , to love to be Christ ambassador

2. to show people and to let people know they are loved

3. to every day show off and I hope people can see through the way I live my life that
I love Jesus Christ!!!!!!

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I am not perfect ,I try my best to love the unlovable and be there to help people when
ever i can.I am alive today because of Jesus Christ, through his strength I beat Gauchers disease,glaucoma,and almost being paralyzed, i had back surgery when I was 11,there was a good chance I would not walk.I started walking two days after surgery ,I am 27 now gonna be 28 in December!!! I've had a lot of stuff thrown at me in life ,but I can say I have had a good life ,we all have life issues we live in a broken world , but I am gonna say this I am still standing and when life gives ya lemons make lemonade ,and give thanks to the Lord for he is good and his love endures forever!!

I turnd this first part of my post in to a praise

thank you Jesus

Everyday I wake up is like Christmas and I will give you a list of reasons why, but I just want everyone who reads this to know that Jesus has the power to ...,and this how he has proven it to me in my life:

1. everyday I wake up and I ,I have gone through Cateract and Glaucoma surgeries and my vision in the left eye is 20/25 the right is 20/40,and even though i have some optic nerve damage my field of vision is normal and before the surgeries I had very little field of vision.

2.I have beaten gaucher disease , everyday I wake up my energy level is good and i can run,jump,work out,I have two rods in my back and that doesn't slow me one bit !!!

3. everyone of my doctors chins hit the floor when they see me because all test and exams show them I am as healthy and a normal person

4.my bones have mended together the enzyme replacement i have been on since 1992 has allow my body to heal!!!!

All i can God is awesome and thank you Jesus for healing me!!!!

clean water

How clean is the water you drink,do you know?,its clean than the water in other parts of the world if you were to take a microscope to the water imight make your stomach flip. Imagine people having to drink out of mudd holes and ponds filled with parasites and other things , I know Christmas is months away ,but please if you can start putting away a few extra dollar and get ready to give gift of clean water to those in need the link is http://www.water.cc/

I feel blessed that the water I dink is clean, but it make me sad that people are drinking out of germ filled ponds and mud holes.

improvement

I am continuing to improve every day , my seizures are gone Jesus has healed me ,I am back to the old me once again through the power of Christ kicking Gauchers diseases butt!!! Ty Jesus for healing me!!

Tuesda'ys update

I am up and around I will be on the beach tomorrow through Saturday in Gulf shores just resting and resting ,but I will keep my blog

Whale watching canceled

well today I am supposed to be in Boston, but late Friday night early saturday morning my body had different plans ,I went into a seizure.The seizure wasn't bad,but it did land me in the ER for 8 hours . But in all of this I have learned that even I need to try just a little harder to take care of my health and,just when I eat sweets or starches just watch how much I eat and to also make sure I drink plenty of water to help keep my body flushed. I should go see my Neurologist soon I will update you all more, but he doesn't think I will have another seizure ,but I will keep my blog updted.

I get scared

We were talking about contentment in Community group last night, and this one question was on do we fear man or the unknown, and mine is really the fear of man, and yes there is sometimes the fear of the unknown .I get scared one when there is a change up it can be medical or anything,and I don't mean to start doubting ,I get scared and I hope God understands because I don't mean to make it seem like I am not trusting ,because I look back on my life there are so examples of Gods mercy,faithfulness,and grace in my life.Here are a few things I am gonna list of reasons I have to trust.....


1.I can walk and talk
2.Gaucher Disease has not destroyed me
3.I can see,I was once almost blind
4.I have my mom back in my life

all of this is be cause of Christ,my list could have gone on and on !!

Jesus Christ has the power to.....,and last night, after community group the doubt slipped it, the fear of the unknown and man slipped in, so here is the way I am gonna end this post I am gonna put this verse up



For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

Jesus Christ has the power to ...

Here are some more examples of what jesus has the power to...

1. there has been a shortage of the enzyme i take for the Gauchers Disease , my ifusions are supposed to be every two weeks, well hey have been once a month so times even longer than that.but ,I have not gotten sick once with bone pain or anything!!

2. my eye aight continues to improve every day ,my eye sight is 20/25 in the left and 20/50 in the right and the right eye is every day getting stronger!!

3. my mom and I's relationship is continuing to improve!!

Psalm 121 (New International Version)

Psalm 121

A song of ascents.

¹ I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

² My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

³ He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

⁴ indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

⁵ The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

⁶ the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

⁷ The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

⁸ the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

head above the water

I had been praying for months for God to restore my mom an I's relationship, and for the past week it seems to be on the up hill climb back in into a healthy relationship ,it feels so wonderful !! I need to not get off guard ,but continue to stay in prayer and in the Word .

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old school

When Tears Fall

Tim Hughes - When Tears Fall lyrics


I've had questions, without answers
I've known sorrow, i have known pain
but theres one thing, that i'll cling to
you are faithful, Jesus your true

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

in the lone hour, of my sorrow
through the darkest night of my soul
you surround me, and sustain me
my defender, forever more

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I will praise you, i will praise you
when the tears fall, still i will sing to you
i will praise you, Jesus praise you
Through the suffereing still i will sing

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I've had questions, without answers
I've known sorrow, i have known pain
but theres one thing, that i'll cling to
you are faithful, Jesus your true

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

I will praise you, i will praise you
when the tears fall, still i will sing to you
i will praise you, Jesus praise you
Through the suffereing still i will sing X2

when hope is lost, i'll call you saviour
when pain surrounds, i'll call you healer
when silence falls, you'll be the song within my heart

facing baggage

In community groups we are talking about our child hood,our relationship with our parents and just digging deep so that as a community we can help one another and allow God to help us heal , I wanna say this I am one scared and also happy we are in these discussions in group.I'M most of the time an open book,but other times not.I guess being an open book sometimes is good,I really dunno,I don't like to hide stuff.There are issues that are down deep some issues people know about,but even thought they are people know about them and I have talked to people about them its time to let God help me to heal ,and to allow people that he has put in my life help me and know how to pray and for me to know how to be praying for them.I will say this I had a good child hood God blessed me with such a wonderful mom who has a heart that is bigger that the state of Texas an Alaska combined, yes there are times in my life we I have gone through the good the bad and the ugly ,I think we all have in some point in our life.

I will say this Jesus Christ has the power to ...
He has the power to:
1. heal me
2.beat Gauchers Disease
3. beat Vertigo
4. beat glaucoma
5. heal myheart ache and hurt
6. heal me from self a steam issues
7.fully restore my mom and I's relationship
8. is there anything he doesn't have the power to..,I am still standing,I'm alive and breathing
9.I can see

life's trials

¹⁷ Though the fig tree does not bud
and there are no grapes on the vines,
though the olive crop fails
and the fields produce no food,
though there are no sheep in the pen
and no cattle in the stalls,

¹⁸ yet I will rejoice in the LORD,
I will be joyful in God my Savior.

The Lord is carrying me though every step of life's trails , I will rejoice in the Lord .

Psalm 23

¹ The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

² He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

³ he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

⁴ Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^a]">[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

⁵ You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

⁶ Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

What ever the Devil is trying to throw at me ,I will not be harmed , the flaming arrows will not hit me , and because of the Lord I am still standing

My hearts cry

every where is a mission field

Every single place you and I walk is a mission field,the mission field is not just in the 3rd world countries,its everywhere.I have to remind my self of this as well.MR Rogers asked us in a song who are the people in your neighbor hood,Jesus ask us the same question to us. As disciples of Christ we are commanded to go and make fishers of men, your neighbors and the people in your surrounding community are just as valuable to Christ as those a thousand mile away,or across the ocean.

Jesus Christ has the power to....

He has the power to...

1.undo everything the Gauhers has done to my body

2.restore sight

3.heal my mom and I's relationship

4.forgive sin

5.make the impossible possible

6.restore a country wrecked by disaster

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Email me @ slimww2002@gmail.com and share what Jesus Christ has done in your life!!

Jesus loves me

Well I will start off by telling you where I saw God today, he showed up when I went to get my school records today , and when I went in to this place the lady that helped us was the person who pulls the records , now she doesn't usually come into that location of the place that I had to go sign the paper work. But I signed the paper and the lady was like I will have them for you in a couple of days, now this is something that normally takes about a month and a half to get ,so the lady said I will call you when I get the records and you can come and pick them up , or I can mail them to you. It is awesome Jesus shined his grace and mercy on me and turned a day that stuff seemed to throw things at me to irritate me . I will tell you this earlier today I got grouchy with others and I was not ver Christ like with my attitude ,but Sweet Jesus turned my day completely around!!!!

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How great is Our God

The Lord has richly blessed me in many many ways , through His grace,mercy,and strength I have beaten Gaucher's disease ,my eye sight has been recovered,and I am alive and well.

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

No Medical book, nor Doctor can or er will be able to explain why I am alive and healthy today, but I know this that I am alive because of the Lord,and He has a plan for my life. Have I always felt like going on and fighting another day, no but the Lord always rescues me .

Psalm 120 ( NIV)

A song of ascents.

¹ I call on the LORD in my distress,
and he answers me.

² Save me, O LORD, from lying lips
and from deceitful tongues.

³ What will he do to you,
and what more besides, O deceitful tongue?

⁴ He will punish you with a warrior's sharp arrows,
with burning coals of the broom tree.

⁵ Woe to me that I dwell in Meshech,
that I live among the tents of Kedar!

⁶ Too long have I lived
among those who hate peace.

⁷ I am a man of peace;
but when I speak, they are for war.

Psalm 121 ( NIV)

A song of ascents.

¹ I lift up my eyes to the hills—
where does my help come from?

² My help comes from the LORD,
the Maker of heaven and earth.

³ He will not let your foot slip—
he who watches over you will not slumber;

⁴ indeed, he who watches over Israel
will neither slumber nor sleep.

⁵ The LORD watches over you—
the LORD is your shade at your right hand;

⁶ the sun will not harm you by day,
nor the moon by night.

⁷ The LORD will keep you from all harm—
he will watch over your life;

⁸ the LORD will watch over your coming and going
both now and forevermore.

My news years goals to work on

1. be a better listener

2. be more tolerant with people

3. be more Christ like

4. read the Word more

5. journal more

6. Go back to school

Me Snowboarding

Consumerism

In today's world we are all so consumed by television ads , ads that say this product will make our life better and ads that say wear this and you will be hot new kid on the block, and when we let these messages consume us its very easy to self centered, greedy, and self focused. Everywhere you look there are shopping malls popping up , restraunts, and other shops and businesses all competing against one another for our business.The Holidays become prime target to run ads saying to us by this product , and if you buy this product this person will know you you care, or the ad will say if buy this product you wil need this product to go along with it to work to the fullest and then , we become in debt . It is estimated that we spent 450 billion dollars on Christmas alone last year, and it would take around 10 billion to cure the water crisis in the world and give people clean drinking water.Also,look around you see new businesses popping up on every street corner, and you see tons of abandon building that could be reused to house these businesses ,and yet we tear down trees to build new business and subdivisions. Building all of this new stuff, we tear down trees and destroy plants that could be used for food, and not only that the trees and plant clean our air ,and with clean air we not only feel better, but our over all health is better,the trees and plants provide shelter for animals and food for them to live.Buzzards one of the most unattractive birds, except for the Hawk and the eagle , buzzards help keep the spread of diseases from spreading, diseases that can be contracted humans or by our live stock that we raise for food. in this post I am not trying to point the finger ,so In hope this did not come across as a finger point.

The Alamo

I went to San Antonio for my birthday, and my plan was to tour the Alamo but I never got to bye the time I found the Alamo the place was closed, but what the funny part was when my mom and I had found the Alamo not only was it closed but my mom and i had walked past the Alamo 5 times and break fast and lunch by the thing and never even realized it!!!!

I got two comments from a person:
It is interesting how sometimes we fail to see what is right in front of us, even when we go looking for it. :-)


it is funny how sometimes we fail to see what is right in front of us. :-)

todays verse

Psalm 34 (NRSV)
I will bless the LORD at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth. My soul makes its boast in the LORD; let the humble hear and be glad. O magnify the LORD with me, and let us exalt his name together.

I sought the LORD, and he answered me, and delivered me from all my fears. Look to him, and be radiant; so your faces shall never be ashamed. This poor soul cried, and was heard by the LORD, and was saved from every trouble. The angel of the LORD encamps around those who fear him, and delivers them. O taste and see that the LORD is good; happy are those who take refuge in him. O fear the LORD, you his holy ones, for those who fear him have no want. The young lions suffer want and hunger, but those who seek the LORD lack no good thing.

Come, O children, listen to me; I will teach you the fear of the LORD. Which of you desires life, and covets many days to enjoy good? Keep your tongue from evil, and your lips from speaking deceit. Depart from evil, and do good; seek peace, and pursue it.The eyes of the LORD are on the righteous, and his ears are open to their cry. The face of the LORD is against evildoers, to cut off the remembrance of them from the earth. When the righteous cry for help, the LORD hears, and rescues them from all their troubles. The LORD is near to the brokenhearted, and saves the crushed in spirit.

Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the LORD rescues them from them all. He keeps all their bones; not one of them will be broken. Evil brings death to the wicked, and those who hate the righteous will be condemned. The LORD redeems the life of his servants; none of those who take refuge in him will be condemned.

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Those who look to [the Lord] are radiant; their faces are never covered with shame.
- Psalm 34:5 (NIV)

ADVENT CONSPIRACY WAYS TO GIVE

Advent Conspiracy 2009 Promo Video

Jesus Christ has the power to....

I am gonna start off this post with this, I got to hang out with my best friend Christian Simeral today, I always love going to visit him at his house. One reason I love going to his house is because battling him in halo, and other video games. I love to get to sit down and chat with his mom , Christian is so lucky he has two wonderful parents. MS Simeral Christian's mom has to map out the routes when Christian drives somewhere , because he has difficulty on routes his brain is long circuited , Christian has verbal dyslexia it take him longer to process thought and his judgment is slowed down a bit. Christian has two majors , he graduated in Graphic Arts , and it drafting , Christ has enabled him to overcome many obstacles in life it is amazing to se how far Christian has come. I wanna list some other examples of how Jesus Christ has the power to...

I am fixing to turn 27, I was not expected to see my first birthday.

2. I can able walking , I can do push ups on my knuckles

3. I can see damn near perfectly , my left eye is 20/25, and the right is 20/50

4. my bones are not brittle any more

5. I beat Gaucher disease


" DDP" I am still standing!!!!! I survived coming close to being paralyzed , in
in the mist back surgery when I was 11, I speared the Devil, I spear him ever day I am alive, and next I am gonna put him in the tomb stone pile driver!!!

This what this song means to me

The Cranberries - Zombie

Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a..

This song is talking about violence that keeps going on and on, and it breaks hearts , one thing that is going on right now is my Aunt and Uncle are getting a divorce. My Aunt Brenda and my Uncle Rusty have have fought and fought , and it just breaks my heart. But, this is not the only thing that breaks my heart , there has been chaos on ever side of my family and I sometimes feel torn in the middle.When my uncle and my grandmother were alive on my moms side of the family none of this would ever be the case, on my moms side of the family , my uncle Carl,and my grandmother would not put up with it.But, on my god mothers side of the family family feuds have been going on for so long, now I know that I don't have to put up with my godmothers family near like I used to.Everything is fully in god hands, because He is the only on that can handle and deal with the situation, the song zombie is all to real to me I relate to that song because, the way the feuds go on it is like they are all zombies feuding among one another.This is why I write this blog post today, around the holidays it really gets to me , I would love nothing more than to go be around my family and have peace, and not have in the back of my mind as soon as this is over they are gonna be right back where they were, or hear them even at the diner table pick and put another down. I got a invite to thanksgiving diner at my mom Aunt and uncles house, and my cousin's house I would love to go, but I don't one my cousin tries to put me down , I get made fun of and it breaks my mom's heart and it breaks my heart. Holidays are sometimes really ruff for me. But, God gave me another family that I love with all my heart and they love me for me , my family is The Ring community Church , I love them so much and my heart smiles every Sunday when I get to church around 4 or 4:30 , and I have my little angles Addy, Jack, Parker, Trace, Dustin, and Dale run up and give me this huge hug!!

verse of the day

And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the Lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.

2 Corinthians 3:18

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forgiveness

Unforgiveness

Unforgiveness is something that can really hold us back from escaping the corruption of sin and living for God. Unforgiveness comes in many forms, such as bitterness, hatred, malice, holding grudges and resentment. It can actually block God's forgiveness of our sin and provides a foothold for the devil to influence our lives. Additionally, unforgiveness can plant a “root of bitterness” in us that leads to various damaging results (e.g. ruins the fruit of the Holy Spirit, stunts spiritual growth, contributes to physical illness). Like acid can destroy the vessel that holds it, so can unforgiveness destroy us when we harbor it.


here are ways I need you all to be in prayer for me ...

1.pray for me in my journey of allowing God to heal me from all the hurt in my life

2.pray not only that I can heal and forgive ,but pray that I can admit my wrongs and be forgiven

Tomorrow

I am going out to LSU to see the requirements to get in to the Comptia A+ course,I am going try to back to Computer Networking,please be praying that I am fallowing God will and not trying to go back to school because its what I want to do,for if I fallow my own will it is destined to fail,but if I submit to the Will of the Father I am sure to succeed .I want to God's will,and not my own ,if you read my post before this in Romans 13:1 about submitting ,I do not want my selfishness and rebellion to come in to play.

A struggle

One of my struggles is submission.

“[Submission to the Authorities] Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God.”- Romans 13:1

Thank you Jesus

One I am gonna tell you this before I go into the rest of this post of why the title is Thank you Jesus,we all know Jesus Christ has the power to....The first part of this thank you is for my eye sight that is in know way affected by the Glaucoma,and that I can see well and also I have the passion to go back to school :)!!!!!

now the were thank you part comes into play ,Thank you Jesus for Gaucher disease ,Gaucher disease has be a blessing in so many ways that it would take me more that a week to sit you down and explain , I hear songs written by Rock groups (aka Metallica ) the so until it sleeps written about a parent struggle with Cancer,I researched the so and one I hear the pain in the song about the struggle and it makes me one Thank God that my battle with Gaucher disease is not painful anymore and how much of a blessing has come from my disease. one of the lines in the song says ,so tell me why you have chosen me , my line would go something like this (thankyou for choosing me ),really I would rewrite the song from being a sad song to a song of praise :)!!!! I know I sound weird but I can take the dark time I have gone through and turn them into praises because if I look closely I see how God held me the whole time!!!!

How to make hand sanitizer

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3.

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Contains 65% Alcohol

Tips:

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3. A little goes a long way with this recipe. Once applied, just rub your hands together until the moisture evaporates and the stickiness vanishes.

What You Need:

* 2/3 cup Isopropyl alcohol 91%
* 1/3 cup aloe vera gel
* Essential oil in your choice of fragrance (optional)
* A bowl and spoon
* An empty container

thoughts and blurbs running in my head @ 3 in the afternoon

Praise- I am so glad God has put Samantha back in my life,and I am glad that she and I went back out on a date.I am glad Samantha's mom and dad got back together ,and I am so happy Sam's mom is fixing to Celebrate 3 year of being sober next month!!

My God mother and her mom and dad,nieces,nephews are back in my life ,but there are questions I need answering ,one the question is can I trust any of them ?


-----------------------------God's word says---------------------

I am God's child. John1:12

well I know I can always trust God there is nothing in this world ,that can ever change that



for this is his love letter to me


My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

that sounds like a parent you can always trust.

deep questions

Well,now that my Godmother B.J. is and the rest of her family is back in my life ,and B.J. admitted that she should not have let Kimmy convince her to kick me out is a big step for her to admit .But,there is a deep deep question I have to sit her down and ask and its why ,since from the time I was 5 months old till about 14 or so Helped raise me ,so how can a parent allow person that they date so on convince them to kick out there own son ,but that is a question that one day I would love to have answered.But, having my Godmother back in my life is one testiment to Jesus Christ having the power to... ,many many times the door has been slammed in my moms face as well as mine on trying to rekindle a relationship with not just my Godmother but the rest of her family and I am so happy because this goes to show your that God can work on the hardest of hearts ,Jesus Christ has the power to ...

Who I am in Christ

Who I Am In Christ
I am accepted...
John 1:12 I am God's child.
John 15:15 As a disciple, I am a friend of Jesus Christ.
Romans 5:1 I have been justified.
1 Corinthians 6:17 I am united with the Lord, and I am one with Him in spirit.
1 Corinthians 6:19-20 I have been bought with a price and I belong to God.
1 Corinthians 12:27 I am a member of Christ's body.
Ephesians 1:3-8 I have been chosen by God and adopted as His child.
Colossians 1:13-14 I have been redeemed and forgiven of all my sins.
Colossians 2:9-10 I am complete in Christ.
Hebrews 4:14-16 I have direct access to the throne of grace through Jesus Christ.

I am secure...
Romans 8:1-2 I am free from condemnation.
Romans 8:28 I am assured that God works for my good in all circumstances.
Romans 8:31-39 I am free from any condemnation brought against me and I cannot be separated from the love of God.
2 Corinthians 1:21-22 I have been established, anointed and sealed by God.
Colossians 3:1-4 I am hidden with Christ in God.
Philippians 1:6 I am confident that God will complete the good work He started in me.
Philippians 3:20 I am a citizen of heaven.
2 Timothy 1:7 I have not been given a spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind.
1 John 5:18 I am born of God and the evil one cannot touch me.

I am significant...
John 15:5 I am a branch of Jesus Christ, the true vine, and a channel of His life.
John 15:16 I have been chosen and appointed to bear fruit.
1 Corinthians 3:16 I am God's temple.
2 Corinthians 5:17-21 I am a minister of reconciliation for God.
Ephesians 2:6 I am seated with Jesus Christ in the heavenly realm.
Ephesians 2:10 I am God's workmanship.
Ephesians 3:12 I may approach God with freedom and confidence.
Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.

I am looking for Volunteer opportunities

I am looking to Volunteer more of my time , but here is the thing I would need transportation to and from so if you are looking for help email me slimww2002@gmail.com

its been a while

I quote Ernst T,from the movie Ernst scared stupid "the teacher said i never knew when to quit,and she was right".


As long as God gives me the strength to fight the good fight,I'm gonna fight,the fight is not against flesh and blood ,no it its every day waking up and kicking Gaucher disease's rear end,its fighting every thing the devil throws at me.

Everyday its a miracle I wake up God is right there, his strength ,his grace and his power thats what keeps me going everyday!!!

geaux green!!

Cajun Clicker Linux group

todays reading

James 4
Submit Yourselves to God
1What causes fights and quarrels among you? Don't they come from your desires that battle within you? 2You want something but don't get it. You kill and covet, but you cannot have what you want. You quarrel and fight. You do not have, because you do not ask God. 3When you ask, you do not receive, because you ask with wrong motives, that you may spend what you get on your pleasures.

4You adulterous people, don't you know that friendship with the world is hatred toward God? Anyone who chooses to be a friend of the world becomes an enemy of God. 5Or do you think Scripture says without reason that the spirit he caused to live in us envies intensely?[a] 6But he gives us more grace. That is why Scripture says:
"God opposes the proud
but gives grace to the humble."[b]

7Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8Come near to God and he will come near to you. Wash your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded. 9Grieve, mourn and wail. Change your laughter to mourning and your joy to gloom. 10Humble yourselves before the Lord, and he will lift you up.

11Brothers, do not slander one another. Anyone who speaks against his brother or judges him speaks against the law and judges it. When you judge the law, you are not keeping it, but sitting in judgment on it. 12There is only one Lawgiver and Judge, the one who is able to save and destroy. But you—who are you to judge your neighbor?

WWJD

WWJD , no really what would Jesus do?

Jesus loved the unlovable.

Jesus cared for the widows and the orphans.

Jesus wanted to do the Fathers will.

what would Jesus do needs to be applied to every thing in my life,how would Jesus respond,what would he do,but that is not always how I respond to things,i don't reflect Christ in ever single thing I say do,think ....

rants and raves

1st of all Happy 4th of July everyone!! Today my mom and I were gonna go out and grab some coffee ,Brew Ha Ha was closed,so we drove to CC's they were closed ,well I can be a bit of selfish person because I was like I wanna get be out the house and sitting at a coffee shop sniff sniff I was pouting .My mom was like you have free wireless at home and you can make coffee at home.

this is a thank and praise to Jesus for my life

Well part of my little shout and praise come from Elton John's song I'm still standing

"I'm still standing"

"I'm still standing after all this time"

The Lord has brought me though the valley's of the shadow of death, God is in total control of my life he always has been always will be!!!


Jesus Christ has the power to...

I could go on listing things for days and days describing his power!!!

He has the power to and he will destroy this virus that is slowing down production of the enzyme replacement for Gaucher Disease.

He has kept me completely healthy ,Christ allows the enzyme to work!!!

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Gaucher disease is not a curse ,it is a gift,it is a gift because one it forces me to depend of=n the Lord for my strength,I have and and still get to see God at not just defeating gaucher,but I get to see him at work against Cancer and other diseases at the hospital when i go for my infusion .I have be able to go to Mexico with the Ring Community Church for the past 6 years and serve along side the church we help in Monclova,Mexico.

I will ask all who read this please be in prayer for the other Gaucher patient that receive the enzyme replacement ,pray for their health,and pray for them to not get discouraged in this time . I pray that they know Jesus Christ is in control and that they know him ,and will cast their fears aside and let the Lord be their strenght.

Love

Last Sunday Josh preached on 1Cor13:1-3, and in reading that ,I was like I don't wanna be a noisy gong,but I am reading the passage again and verses 1-3 descried what your are with out love.! wanna say have not always down things out of love,I have down to point the finger at my self ,to make my self look good out of selfishness .






(1 Corinthians 13) (New International Version)

1 Corinthians 13
Love
1 If I speak in the tongues[a] of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames,[b] but have not love, I gain nothing.

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

the tongue

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be.

James 3:9-10 (New International Version)


I had read this verse a while back and it ,made me stop and think when I read it about the words that come out of my mouth, and I wish that I had continued to constantly think about my words every day.But,I am th so very thankful today that that was the daily verse that comes in my email,its a remind to what your words and to let Christ tame your tongue,and allowing the Holy spirit do the correcting

new dipping sauce recipe

Red Lava Sauce


1. green tobacco sauce

2. Heinz ketchup

3. tony's

4 black pepper


this sauce is good for chicken tenders, fried seafood,french fries.....

Nerd of the year award

ptoject DRM good bye

I buy itune's music which ,and I love itune,and thank you to Steve Jobs for standing up for people who buy music from itunes , and saying to the record companies hey this DRM monkey business doesn't fly . I have 2 so lisitng to music on my portable player is not a problem, but I have phone that has a mp3 player in it and the music I bought from itunes can not be played on my phone until now ,Itunes offers you to upgrade your music, and with getting rid O DRM monkey poop off my music I can share my music with others, if I bought music with my own money I want to be able to share my music with my friends.I gonna spend .30 on the song to upgrade ,because if i have music and so one I wants that song and doesn't wanna have to go out and buy a whole dagum cd to get that song,and lets admit this limewire is full of spyware ,so u run risk

Cane you will be missed

things I would love

I would love to go and live in Monclova and be a missionary there ,I would wanna wanna work with kids and help families get cleaner water to drink ,I would wanna help Children who have been abused,and that are now in shelters . I would love this, But my life is in the Lords hands,he knows the desires of my heart ,Gaucher's disease is God has used the disease is so many ways in my life and he has used it to reach others ,he also uses my Glaucoma too,But sometime I sit back and cry because their are things right now I can't do such as drive, and a few other things.I would love to go out and get a job and help my mom get us a house ,their are somethings I need help with

things I am not consuming anymore

This is what it includes...


1. no more fox or CNN news

2. no Rush Limbo or John Hanity

3. I am staying away from carbonated drinks,cokes and so on..

4. I am staying way from the Oreilly factor

5.I am not interested in politics anymore ,politics are not just making me feel ill inside.

God please help me

Let's Talk about: Megan Kelly , this one is not seen on fox news

1. she is the greatest Aunt in the world!!!

2. she has a skills, she can build a desk from scratch!!!

3. according to Josh she is crafty, Josh you did not need a Beastie boys song to tell ya that refer to number 2

4. she loves her Nephew Johny.B!!!

5.She is from from a place in that the name name of the city is pa duke ka

6. the State she is from the University has the abbreviation ask the England , The UK, and that is cool cause i am half British

7.Megan can wiggle her nose when laughing!!!

what else can I say , well the most important she Loves Jesus!!!!!!!!!!!!

NO MR PRESIDENT

poor macs

New Botnet Threatens Mac Computers

by Tim Stevens — Apr 23rd 2009 at 11:16AM
New Botnet Targets Mac ComputersFor years now, Mac users have flaunted their seeming immunity to computer viruses, malware, and other noxious applications that plague the hearts, minds, and hard drives of PC users. However, there have been exceptions to the Mac's invincible reputation, like the one app from last summer that stole photos and all sorts of other information. According to security software firm Symantec, there's another one on the loose, turning Apple computers into zombies.

The app is (somewhat humorously) called iBotnet, and it runs quietly in the background after its taken control of your Mac computer. It then allows the crooks who distributed the software to use the infected machines for their nefarious means, doing whatever they like. That's the essence of the botnet. Only a few thousand Macs are infected, but, given the general lack of virus protection on most Apple computers, that's a number that could quickly balloon.

What can you do? Well, if you're on a Mac, it's time to start watching what you click and download, just as your PC brethren have been doing for years. And perhaps it's time to be a little less self-sure, too. [From: CNN]

the trojan for macs

What is "iBotnet"?

Last January, malicious programs, called trojans were found hidden in pirated copies of Apple Computer’s iWork ’09 and Adobe Photoshop CS4 posted on some peer to peer (P2P) networks. We do not believe that these threats are widespread or likely to affect the average user. However, users are advised to run a good quality internet security suite and to download software directly from the software publisher or from reputable software distributors and resellers.

Users who are using Norton AntiVirus for Macintosh or Norton Internet Security for Macintosh are protected from these threats.

For more details, visit the Symantec Security Response article here.

Are Mac users under attack?
The short answer, no. Users of Macintosh computers continue to have little to fear from viruses, trojans and worms so long as they take reasonable precautions. However, users who download files from third party sites and from P2P networks such as BitTorrent are at risk. More generally, anyone who surfs the internet should be aware of the threat of fake web sites, called phishing sites, that steal passwords, identity information and credit card numbers.

What do the trojans do?
The two versions of the trojan, called OSX.Iservice and OSX.Iservice.B both create a network of computers (a “botnet) that can used by cyber criminals to attack web sites, send junk email, steal passwords (SPAM) and other malicious activities. This network has been called by some, "iBotnet".

How does the trojan infect a computer?
The trojans are distributed in pirated copies of Apple Computer’s iWork ’09 and Adobe Photoshop CS4 found on some P2P networks. Unlike worms, these threats do not spread by themselves.

Who is at risk?
Any user who downloads files from P2P networks runs the risk of downloading infected files. Viruses, trojans and worms can be written to attach users of any type of computer. Norton advises all users to download software only from reputable sources and to run a good quality internet security suite.

What To Do If You Think You May Be Infected
Users are advised to install Norton Internet Security for Macintosh. Both Norton Internet Security for Macintosh and Norton AntiVirus for Macintosh will detect and remove these threats.

Advice To Stay Safe

1. Run a good security suite (we are partial to Norton Internet Security and Norton 360).
2. Keep your computer updated with the latest patches and updates.
3. Don’t use “free” security scans that pop up on many web sites. All too often these are fake, using scare tactics to try to get you to purchase their “full” service.
4. Be smart with your accounts. Create a limited or non-administrator account for day to day activities. Use an account with full privileges only when necessary.
5. Be smart with passwords. This includes

* Change your passwords periodically
* Use complex passwords – no simple names or words, use special characters and numbers
* Using a separate, longer password for each site that has sensitive personal information or access to your bank accounts or credit cards.

6. Back up your computer
7. Run Norton Internet Security for Macintosh and Norton AntiVirus 11 for Mac.



FAQ
Q: What should I do if my MAC is infected?

A: Users are advised to install Norton Internet Security for Macintosh. Both Norton Internet Security for Macintosh and Norton AntiVirus for Macintosh will detect and remove these threats.

Q: Am I safe if I don’t download software from P2P networks?

A: No. This particular threat is spread primarily through bogus software posted to P2P networks. However there are other threats to your Macintosh that can strike through infected web sites, files attached to emails, files on USB sticks and other sources.

Mac welcome to the pc world

2 poat in 1

OK, I have to laugh because its funny one cause I do not know that this was Apple's goal but hey its a cool fashion trend ,I call it the Mac boy look,and for the girls is the there has not been this big copy this one fashion ,but this is a big step for guys there is a fashion that we can hold on to.

what is the Mac boy look

1. faded jeans ( faded,black jeans or stone washed blue jeans that look worn )

2.t shirts , vintage T's,soft cotton polos ( brands faded glory ,Ae,and gap,)

3.m favorite the shoes , brands ( converse -chucks,air walks ) air walks y are identical to chuck Taylor's but less expensive and they are made by the same company I believe

4. the hair cuts yest the longer on one sine shorter on the other

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I know people who read my blog and talk to me and know stuff about the Mac Operating system comes up and windows comes up, it not that I am trying to say one operating system is better that the other or that pcs are better than macs or the other way around.Mac Os was built off of Unix and Unix is a good operating system,now back in the day it was sort of like Dos was ,not that user friendly and not that great of an interface,but hey that is how most us people would look if we did not shave and keep groomed ,we would not have that great of a face to look at ,I am not saying that UNIX was ugly it just was not with this nice desktop and icons,like it is today so apple came in and gave it a make over and turned its into something nice to look at instead of a command prompt. I like to build and test computer and help people with their computer issues and yes I do like to fool around with video and pictures but and music and windows does a good job with what I need,now you do have to understand how to trim windows down to size and make it run smooth and stuff .So, ya litterly have to put fat boy on a diet and make sure ya keep him healthy so he can run good and do what ya need in a quick manner .Linux another Operating system that can run on both mac or pc is good with video editing its a good and other stuff like the Mac operating system and more secure than windows,but I am not jealous over macs i want to buy a mac to learn more on the operating system and learn so i can help other figure out how to do things and if some thing goes wrong and the issue come along ,I wanna know so i can help other fix it

be nice to your pc

Be nice to your pc ,here is how and this is not just for people who own windows or Linux based computer,people that own desktop macs should look in to this as well.



We all have to do that dread full chore of cleaning and dusting around the house,fellas don't think that its an awful chore if your lady as your to do the cleaning and dusting,the same goes for kids don't think of it as awful when your parents ask you to clean either ,because believe me its not their most favorite thing to do either. I would be a hypocrite if I told you that it doesn't seem awful to me
,but enough of talking about cleaning the house and lets get to the other thing that need our tlc,I am not talking about tune ups ,virus scanning ,malware scanning,that one way to show so tlc to your machine.But now think about that dust it gets in the fans and when the dust dirt collect in a pc,just like in a house it make the air thick and sometimes can make it harder to breath.Computers have motherboards,hard drives fans ,and other components in side the case and we rely on the fans to keep the stuff in side our computer to run cool and not over heat ,and we also have exhaust fan to take the heat out as well ,so here is what you can do to help kee you computer dust free and running cool.


what can I do here is what you can do and how to do it..

1.save those old dryer sheets .

2. measure the back of the computer fans ans air vents are

4.cute the fabric softener to fit the air where the fans and air vent are

5.go to the hardware store and get so panters tape,pants tape is usually blue

6. tape the fabric sheet in pace and u have a dust cover for your air vent


note : canned air is a good thing to still keep around because if the inside of your computer has dust in it before you you make the dust covers for you vents,you will only be trapping the dust inside .

clean but still unclean

Today was pc tune up today @ Cajun clickers computer club and while working the 2 computers running windows updates and I checked my emails and I did a little reading in the word in James 3:1-12 about taming of the Tongue.

James 3
Taming the Tongue
1Not many of you should presume to be teachers, my brothers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly. 2We all stumble in many ways. If anyone is never at fault in what he says, he is a perfect man, able to keep his whole body in check.

3When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. 4Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. 5Likewise the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. 6The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person, sets the whole course of his life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

7All kinds of animals, birds, reptiles and creatures of the sea are being tamed and have been tamed by man, 8but no man can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison.

9With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse men, who have been made in God's likeness. 10Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers, this should not be. 11Can both fresh water and salt[a] water flow from the same spring? 12My brothers, can a fig tree bear olives, or a grapevine bear figs? Neither can a salt spring produce fresh water.

I read 1-10 ,the I stopped to go check on the process of the two computers and see if both of the computers were ready for the next thing on the check list,but while I was checking on both computers and while I was checking on the pcs I started start thinking my tongue is so unclean , out of the same mouth that I use to encourage my friend with,when I get in a situation or not around my friends either @ church or Highland coffees or around my apartment.....,but if I am in a situation or around people that drive me up the wall ,or around one one of my computer buddies and they are yacking about the people that us both up the wall my mouth because unclean.I started thinking I am horrible .

make your own antibaterialwipers

I have an easy way to make you own anti bacterial wipes to keep with you.



note: these wipes are good for you hands,not your face



1. get a package of or box of regular wipes

2. buy a bottle of rubbing alcohol, or if you have it in you cabinet in the bathroom get it out

3. get a baggy ,and put the wipes in the baggy

4.use the cap on the rubbing alcohol bottle and fill it 3 times pouring it in the baggy

5. close the baggy,make sure you get all the air our of the bag for if the baggy is filled with air it will easily bust,and be hard to pack

6. after getting all the air out the baggy ,shake the baggy well.


you not have homemade antibacterial wipes

study on John 3:16

notess: John 3:16


For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him. Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already, because he has not believed in the name of the only Son of God. (John 3:16-18)

It is not hard to see why verse 16 is one of the most famous, most often memorized, most cherished verses in the Bible. Packed into this verse are the greatest realities that exist. God. Love. The world. The Son of God. Faith. Perishing forever. Living forever. Whoever—you, or not. These are the greatest things that can be. What could be more important? What could be more relevant for you right now? What could be more urgent for you or momentous for you than to know where you stand in relation to what God says to you in this verse?

So here’s what I think we should do with John 3:16. Today we will walk through it once, pausing over each of the big words (except loved) and commenting on each of them: God, World, Gave, Son, Believe, Perish, Life. And we will seek to apply that to ourselves as we go along. Then next week, if God wills, we will go back and devote a whole message to the one great word that we pass over today, namely, the word loved—“For God so loved . . .”
The Tension in John 3

We will ask, How does God love us in this passage? How does the love of God for the world in verse 16 relate to the work of the Spirit of God in verse 8? There seems to be a tension here. Many feel it, and many people try to remove the tension in away that dishonors the meaning either of verse 8 or verse 16.

On the one hand, verse 8 says that God the Spirit blows where he wills and makes alive whom he chooses. “The wind blows where it wishes, and you hear its sound, but you do not know where it comes from or where it goes. So it is with everyone who is born of the Spirit.” God is free. And it is he, and not we, who has the final, decisive say in who among the spiritually rebellious and dead will be raised to new life. None of us deserves to be made alive. And none of us has the power to make it happen. If anybody is rescued, God does it.

But on the other hand, John 3:16 says, “God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” This surely means that God is loving all and offering all eternal life—the very life that the Spirit gives in verse 8.

That is what we will try to understand next week. And I will tip you off that I have been very helped in this by Don Carson’s book The Difficult Doctrine of the Love of God. It’s less than 90 pages. It’s understandable, and it is very good. I hope many of you will read it. (You can listen to Carson on the love of God here.)
Seven Massive Realities in John 3:16

But first, there are great and awesome things to be clarified in this verse. Seven massively important words—representing seven great realities—that we need to understand so that the power and preciousness of this famous verse can have its full effect. And O how I hope you Bethlehem believers know that such a foundational verse is not just for beginners. It is high-level, high-voltage shock therapy for marriage struggles and single struggles and teenage struggles.

So let’s turn first to the seven big words in verse 16.

1. God

“For God so loved . . .” There is no reason to think that Jesus means any other God than the God of the Old Testament. He is the all-powerful Creator and Sustainer of the universe. He is personal and not a mere force, meaning he thinks and wills and feels. He loves, and he hates. And as personal, he is moral—that is, he deals with us in terms of right and wrong and good and bad. And as moral, he is unwaveringly righteous. He only does what is right. And the infinite worth of what he is defines what is right. To do right is to think and feel and act in a way that accords with (is in harmony with) God’s infinite worth.

All of us were made by this God, and our first and highest duty and reason for being is to honor him and give him thanks (Romans 1:21). We have all failed, and we are all under his righteous displeasure. This is what makes John 3:16 so needed and so precious. It describes the way God is acting to rescue us from this condition.

2. World

“For God so loved the world . . .” The most common meaning for world in John is the created and fallen totality of mankind. John 7:7: “The world cannot hate you, but it hates me because I testify about it that its works are evil.” John 14:17: “. . . the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees him nor knows him.”

That is the way John is using world here. It is the great mass of fallen humanity that needs salvation. It’s the countless number of perishing people from whom the “whoevers” come in the second part of the verse: “. . . that whoever believes in him should not perish.” The world is the great ocean of perishing sinners from whom the whoever comes.

3. Gave

“For God so loved the world, that he gave. . .” Two things need to be said about this giving. One is that it is a giving from heaven. And the other is that it is a giving, not just to come to earth, but to die. Verse 17 replaces the word give with send. “For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.” So the giving of verse 16 is God’s sending his Son into the world on a mission from heaven.

In John 10:17-18, we see what the climax of that mission from the Father is. Jesus says, “For this reason the Father loves me, because I lay down my life that I may take it up again. No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down, and I have authority to take it up again. This charge I have received from my Father.” That last sentence shows that the reason the Father sent the Son was so that the Son would lay down his life. “I lay it down of my own accord. . . . This charge I have received from my father.”

So when John 3:16 says, “For God so loved the world that he gave . . .”, the giving is God sending his Son to earth on a mission to die. It’s just as amazing—only a million times more so—as if you should say to your son, “There is something I want you to do for me: I have some enemies that deserve to perish, and I want you to go and die in their place, so that they can have eternal life.” Whatever else you know about God, make sure you know he is like that.

4. Son

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son. . .” Muslims and others stumble over the idea of God having a Son. So let me say a few things that are crystal clear in John’s Gospel, even though mysterious. God did not have sexual relations with Mary in order to have a Son. Turn back to chapter 1 where John gave us our basic understanding of the Son of God.

John 1:1: “In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.” So here we are introduced to the Word. And we are told three things about him. One, he is God. “The Word was God.” Two, he is with God, and therefore distinct from God. “The word was with God.” And third, he was therefore always in existence and never came to be. “In the beginning was the Word.”

Then look at verse 14: “And the Word became flesh and dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father.” This verse clarifies three things for us.

First, the Word of God referred in verse 1 is the Son of God. “The Word became flesh and . . . we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son . . . .”

Second, God, with whom the Word was, and from whom he is distinct, is God the Father. He is “the only Son from the Father.” “In the beginning was the Word, and the
Word was with God.” He was with God the Father.

Third, therefore, Jesus is the Son of God not because the Father had sex with Mary, but because the Son has always existed, without beginning, as “the radiance of the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature” (Hebrews 1:3). He is fully God. And the Father is fully God. And along with God the Spirit, they are one God, one divine nature. One essence and three persons in an eternal, perfect, joyful relationship.

5. Believe

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes . . .” Four observations about this believing.

First, it means that not everybody will benefit from what Jesus came to do. But “whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” The rest will perish—and not have eternal life.

Second, the word itself means to embrace something as true; and when it’s a person, it means to trust them to be what they are and do what they say.

Third, John 1:11-12 shows that another word John has in mind to explain believe is receive. “[Jesus] came to his own, and his own people did not receive him. But to all who did receive him, who believed in his name, he gave the right to become children of God.” So receiving Jesus and believing Jesus explain each other.

Fourth, if we ask, “Receive him as what?” the answer would be, “Receive him as what he is.” For example, in John 6:35, Jesus says, “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst.” So here believing means coming to Jesus and receiving him as the food and drink that satisfies our souls. That’s one of the reasons I talk about receiving him as our Treasure (Matthew 13:44). And this is why faith is so transforming.

6. Perish

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish . . .” What’s most clear and most important is to see that perish is the alternative to eternal life—“. . . not perish but have eternal life.” So if you perish, you don’t get eternal life.

Another thing that’s clear here is that verse 18 describes perishing as being condemned. “Whoever believes in him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe is condemned already.” And that means that God’s judicial sentence of wrath is on us as sinners and remains on us. We see this in John 3:36: “Whoever believes in the Son has eternal life; whoever does not obey the Son shall not see life, but the wrath of God remains on him.” So we are already under condemnation because of our sin and unbelief. And perishing means staying there forever under God’s wrath. There is nothing you can imagine worse than having the omnipotent God oppose you with righteous wrath forever. That’s what perishing means.

7. Life

“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only Son, that whoever believes in him should not perish but have eternal life.” This does not simply mean you exist forever. Everybody exists forever. But not everybody has eternal life. This life is first that we are born again and have spiritual life. We know from John 6:63 that “it is the Spirit who gives life.” And we know from 1 John 5:11 that “this life is in [God’s] Son.” This is life to God—life that can see and savor God as glorious and all his creation the way he meant it to be enjoyed.

So what happens in our believing is that, by means of believing, the Holy Spirit is uniting us to Christ in whom is life. And in that instant, we are born again, we believe, we are united with the Son of God, and we have his life.

And because it is the life of the Son of God, it does last forever. “I am the resurrection and the life,” Jesus said, “Whoever believes in me, though he die, yet shall he live, and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die” (John 11:25-26).
Jesus Gives Life—And Dies in Our Place

And at this point, don’t forget what we saw under the word gave—“For God so loved the world that he gave . . .” Meaning gave to die. We don’t perish under the wrath of God because Jesus died in our place under the wrath of God. He was “the Lamb of God”—the sacrifice given in our place—who bears our sin and our punishment (John 1:29, 36).

So we have eternal life both because Christ died in our place and because in him is life. He removes the great obstacle of God’s wrath, and he supplies the everlasting life that we don’t have in ourselves.
Is This Your Life?

Which leaves just one question: Do you live in the forgiveness and life and freedom of John 3:16? Are you free from the fear of death? Does the wonder of being loved like this shape your relationships? I’m not asking if you give lip-service to this verse. But do you live it? Is this your life? Is everything you do permeated with this verse?

May God grant you such faith. Believe this promise of John 3:16. Receive the treasure of Christ—and life.

the Trinity

Definition of the
Trinity (Triunity) of God

Trinity: Webster’s dictionary gives the following definition of trinity: “The union of three divine persons (or hypostases), the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, in one divinity, so that all the three are one God as to substance, but three Persons (or hypostases as to individuality).” Synonyms sometimes used are triunity, trine, triality. The term “trinity” is formed from “tri,” three, and “nity,” unity. Triunity is a better term than “trinity” because it better expresses the idea of three in one. God is three in one. Hypostases is the plural of hypostasis which means “the substance, the underlying reality, or essence.”


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the Trinity diagram



I added the Image this was not taken from pipers sermon notes,and if piper visits my blog I wanna say you are wonderful Preacher I love your Sermons!!

even Obama is worried

I am on a pork free diet from here on out

OK,many of you know I used to kid and joke around that I was on a Jewish diet ,and really pork is not really my favorite thing to eat.A few months back I went to my friend Jake and Cristy Rush's house we had a bond fire hehe and Brad bowling unbonded the group by turning into a 12 year old play with fire and putting stuff on the fire making the fire so hot you could not stand but a second by the fire with out thinking you eye balls were gonna melt lol!!!But we had hamburgers and hot dogs and I ate hot dogs ,but the only reason I ate the hot dogs one being hungry and not wanting a burger,but I general do not like pork of any kind,I do not like the texture usually and pork is high in cholesterol.There is a lot of other reasons for not wanting to eat pork ,one those cute little buggers are nasty pig are canables and the fact that I heard a sermon on when Jesus casted Demons out into pigs ,so me I get this thought and picture in my head every time i thought of pork as being gross and diseased is a good word for it. Now we have the swine flu its a virus found in pigs ,but now it being caught and spread by humans

ok my respounce to both Rob Bell and the other guy

I can both points you guys are making,We are called to be ambassadors of Christ ,Jesus is the light of the world we are to let that light shine in the way we live and the way we interact with one another,now none of us are perfect at this,but isn't a line of a song say "they will know we are Christians by our love", .Yes, I agree people need to be told about what happens to sinners about hell, but put your self in the other persons shoe would you wanna sit down and talk with someone about the Gospel of Jesus Christ with the yelling and screaming at your ,or someone who is willing to to sit and tell you about the gospel and share a personal story of how Jesus Christ has come in to their life .Now the guy resounding to Rob Bell was right on more than one point ,the guy said that about 2% of Christians share their faith,why ,I will tell you one reason is fear ,fear of judgment ,and probably,I know for me I used to have the fear of judgment and the fear of not having the right words.

wow

Suffering youtube and looking at Nooma videos by Rob Bell ,and I see a responce video , view video here