sometimes

there are many thing about me some you may know and some I don't make known to much.to start off you all know I love computers thats just a given if you are around me you know that a is right off the bat one of my intrest ,but what you may not know is parts of my life where I just basicly need to step away from computers and other electronics and just need down time to just sit and gather my thoughs and just ponder. Another thing is sometimes I just need to have my one on one times with friends to talk about issues,and to catch up on whats going in their life as well.sometimes I just need that shoulder to lean on ,like the song goes "lean on me when your not strong",but its not really so much that I am weak its more I just need someone to listen and just be there for me.

 

this picture right here is a testimony to myself that despite cateracts I was a good photgrapher and you wanna know something more amazine I did this with a 3 mega pixel camera so even though i had a hard time seeing

 

I was going through old photos,and the other reason i posted this pjoto is i took this before i had the cateracts remove and the lazor surgery later i am gonna try to do a before and after picture to see if I have gotten any better in picture taking qaulity!!!!!1

I miss the Terrells and there adorable puppy dogs so much,yall come visit my blog soon now ya hear

frustrations

for sometime know my so called friend have forgotten me they either have gone to something and passed right bye my house and have gone to do thing they know that I might like to go to like tailgating,or number of other things,and when I talk to them they are full of excuses from I thought about calling you,or did not know if you wanted to go,or what gets me is well i could have picked you up but I could have brought you home .I know but those are excuses if it I could not be able to bring you home call me i might know someone else who could bring me home ,i might can make plan to get home or call my mom.It just feels like my friend are not wanting to be bothered ,a friend of mine said I try to locate you tickets to the LSU game this weekend ,he said he keeps forgetting to try to get me tickets ,the other day come to find out he got a ticket for him,well thanks for trying he know I want to try to get to a game this make 2 years in a roll I have not been to a game.I don't me to whine its not the ticket I just wanna hang out at least at tailgate party well this my frustrations and i am just gonna stop asking to hang out or anything ,because it seems my so called friend forget me.