this Christmas

Advent Conspiracy Intro - 2008 from Robert Terrell on Vimeo.

these are somethings I am thinking of

1.giving my time to an animal shelter

2.giving money to go help give clean water to those in need

3.giving my time at the lake to go visit patients in the hospital

frustrations and a prayer for help

I know I am human and mess up continually, like every other person I fall short of the glory of God ,I get angry which I don't like ,I can be a bully,and I can also be jerk on days. Paul said in Romans 7:15
15I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do.

my prayer

Oh Lord when will my flesh stop rebelling against you,the more I try to get closer to you the harder the fight,oh Lord be my strength,my shield and do not cast your anger upon me have mercy on me ,Oh Lord.Amen

Armor of God video

todays world

I was watching on T.V a report about kids and adults being addicted to online gaming and it is really quiet sad to see and hear ,and its also rather sad to hear and see people that do these reports on these issues getting attacked for doing these reports.Its as if the individuals that attack the reports and fellow colleagues are saying hey leave me alone don't mess with this social life I have created for my self to fill that empty void they have because they either are not payed attention to and ignored or constant comparing to others so the person find a safe zone to get away from the pressuring world around them,and isn't out Job as Christian to love on these
individuals but we get so wrapped up in our own lives.Sometimes,we isolate our own selves because its uncomfortable to go around these individuals ,because they don't look like us talk like us,and so we are in a since doing the same as the people we were called to love on isolating our selves ,I am guilty of this my self I don't wanna step out of my comfort zone a lot of times,and I often just don't feel like it sometimes because it takes time energy,or are my motives right ,am I loving on them because I want to because that is how my job,or am I using it as a good deed that i will get these extra point and say oh look at me.I should be loving on people because God created me to love and to love is to know Christ,so this is what I have to say on the issue.

Dear John

I was asked last night in the car on the way home from Community group what I do on my days off from Parkview and Cajun Clickers , yes I was asked do I just chill and watch TV, no I watch on Monday nights and Friday nights some of the stuff on TV is just not what I would care to watch for many of reasons.Now,I do have a favorite new show that I do like on Monday nights NCIS ,a couple of reasons I like the show,one is I like watching people solve crimes,two the use of computers and the Autopsy the Doctor on the team performs to help solve the crime,and I have a crush o Abby ,she is smart ,cute,and not stuck up.But,here is what I do research Viruses and put together tool disk so that on computer issues ,I will have the right tools to solve the problem and fix the pc,I am starting back with learning the questions on the A+ exam to become a computer tech now I don't wanna work for some big company,I wanna work for a church or something and fix there computer problems and keep a network up and running .I have a long road ahead of me I can do it,I just have to sit down a focus.

pray of praise

Oh Lord there is none like you,for your grace and mercy follow me all the days of my life in the grips of suffering you lend your hand and give me strength to endure it all.Oh Lord I thank you today for your strength ,grace,and mercy you rain down over me.