Saturday, July 19, 2008

Anger

This weekend has been super ruff on me,it started Thursday after infusion I had not eaten that day and I was just completely warn out for some reason.I slept the entire time of my infusion ,so that was one reason I didn't eat and right as we go home and pull up in the drive way we get a call Linda has a panic attack ,I love MS Linda a whole lot it did not bother me rushing out to help ,I would help anyone at the drop of a dime,but she was in a cranky mood ,and I am already tired for some reason and hungry,so I am really not in the mood to whining ,loud talking ,or just being moody in general,but this whole week she has been moody and I have just been sick of hearing the her complain and so has my mom.Today I take a nap which I need and woke up about 5:30, and some one down the street is playing their boom speakers so loud I heard the music clear as day without hearing aids and the walls in the house were vibrating ,I normally don't care about the loud music ,but it woke me up and its 9:45 and the music music is still going one,so I called the police ,because I the music was just killing my ears,my mom and I left and went to CC's to get out the house ad I was hoping by the time I got back the music would have stopped ,it didn't ,so I sm sitting here and the music is still going on and I just wanna scream or go and break their speakers which I might would do if I had a car.