things I would love

I would love to go and live in Monclova and be a missionary there ,I would wanna wanna work with kids and help families get cleaner water to drink ,I would wanna help Children who have been abused,and that are now in shelters . I would love this, But my life is in the Lords hands,he knows the desires of my heart ,Gaucher's disease is God has used the disease is so many ways in my life and he has used it to reach others ,he also uses my Glaucoma too,But sometime I sit back and cry because their are things right now I can't do such as drive, and a few other things.I would love to go out and get a job and help my mom get us a house ,their are somethings I need help with